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2012-02-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

Been having too much fun ever since we submitted all our projects for sem 2.2(-: Rly can't wait to graduate from poly, 1 more year to go!!!! c: woopwoop. I think my 2012 has been soo soo blessed and my days just gets better and better, praise d Lord!

This pixz was taken during cny. Luvvv cny cause I'll get to spend so much time w the family <: And I like how we get to dress up for fun and just go ard visiting and takin pictures w everyone!!!!

We even brought lil' fatty fatty bombom emmanuel to mandai. Umm not that we are some uberrr traditional chinese but since it's cny we jut wanna keep gramma remembered in our hearts and change the flowers there (-: And sooo happen we were in blue, at least 1/2 of us there that day!!!!

We even went to sentosa for the flowers exhibition aft svc one sunday ^.* Umm it was rly nice and pwetty and I rly luv flowers sooo much so I had to drag em along w me. Anw mom wanted to take d broadwalk in so we did but it was rly hawt but no regrets anw, cause I think they did a rly good job dng up the entire pathway in :) :)

They even changed the voyage dilavi cast! She's now the main character, no more that flexible scary lil' boy! She's soooo pwetty I just had to snap a picture w her. I think the butterfly wings are sooo chiiiooo :'( and her qt heels, soo ballet-ish but rawr,she just looked too graceful, luv it.

Thanks van for plannin the 14 cny steamboat this year! I'm sure everyone had a blast tgt that night c: I did at least. And the pictures that night were rly nice cause the function room had rly good lightings!!!! Yummy, thanks lau v peep for getting d food and veek's mommy for cooking those chili crabs for us (-: Oh yes, we even substituted yusheng for tangyuan hahaha everyone had to eat one!

Than just recently, we had a T04 class outing. It's quite sad 'cause we're only starting to get close when schl's ending in a week's time!!!! I had sooo much fun the entire night and it was amazing how all of us sat in circles to share abt our secrets hahahhaa.

On a rly sad note, it's time to get serious cause the end semestral exams are approaching in 2weeks time and I'm not where near ready but I'll start tmrw night!!! Gotta get vday gifts prepared today. I know my Jesus will never fail to provide for me heehee and His supply will always exceed my demands. It's v amazing how He reminds me thru p&w songs like 'He never let go' by Matt Redman that thru every storm, every low, He's gna be right there holding my fearful hand :) I was sooo touched I cried several times :( Everyone shd go listen to it, cfm get blessed too!

2011-12-31T16:15:00.005+08:00

2011's been soo awsmly good. Everything got better. R/s with people I had difficulties dealing with previously improved and strengthened, the family got so much closer thanks to technology and the circumstances we were placed in by God to refine us all, friendship bonds across every walk of my life stuck closer than ever before and even my spiritual life levelled up I must say.

Ty Jesus fo' being my Provider, the Alpha and Omega, the very good and faithful Father even at times I've been all faithless. Your love for me is nvr ever gna change. I'm carried in everlasting arms, You'll nvr let me go, thru it all.

There's quite a no. of people I must thank this year because without you guys... I rlly wouldnt know where I'd be today. The following order of acknowledgement is in no particular favourtism/ honourable order. I'm just thanking you guys based on what blogger has sooo nicely uploaded these pixz for me c:

Ty Jesus for allowing me to know brenda thru the awfully choc interview, and then being in d same trng batch to wrkg tgt with her. I've been very blessed by how you serve the Lord w your actions at work, your thoughts and speech. Absolutely thankful for you because if not for you, work would rlly have been a bore since we're not close to everyone except ourselves. I'm gna miss you when you leave for UK next week babe :'( Thanks for being sucha blessing the past 3++mths, we're rlly soooo alike so we gotta go bkk tgt when you're back kay: girl who lovesss shopping and not club/drink and not utter vulgarities unneccessary (or havent in like years). Love you dear ^.*

Ty Triathlon team for all the laughters, pain, joy, fun and what's not we've shared during trng. You guys have been a gr8 motivation to train w. And I'm rlly glad we're all close and bonded and we can talk abt anything, everything right now (-:

For the friends who stoood by me during the o lvl's period when we were dying in class. Your nvr-say-die spirit pushed me and got me at where I am today. Thanks babe, luv you guys: the hseeebunniez shall meet up agn soon wookay?

New friends I've met the past 3mths at work. Thanks guys!!!!!!!! You guys have been a fun bunch to work with and the shop's like rlly blessed to have you girls wrkg for em. Like you girlz each specialise in 1 thing(-: vk!!!!! Im v amazed at how fast you work with the pos!!!!!!!! See you guys when I work at my next holz huh? Or during brenda's farewell lunch/dnr!

My dearest 14!!!!!!! Must rlly admit we all look so mature and like young grown up ladies now. Our annual christmas dnrz and other bday dnrs, luv you girls!!!! My IJ life would have been so different w/o you 13. Heehee ttlly miss sec schl life, we were such trouble makers srlyz (maybe except for shanna and cheryl yeah?), meet up agn soon!!!!! IJ Friends are Friends for life.

The family ^.* ty Jesus for sucha purffect family. You've been sooo faithful in sustaining all of us and welcome lil' emmanuel into our family. You're sucha qt, I cant wait for you to grow up sooo you'll be able to go shopping with me and I'll buy you uberr cute clothes!!!! Bring you to the zoo too. Thank you the folkz for always supporting me in wtv I choose in life. Esp my triathlon lifestyle: for funding d new polygon bike, the expensive swim suits, the shoes, the accesories for every single leg of the triathlon races, funding my individual races and every other thing (-: ty Glad for being sooo amazingly strong. I love you all.

The triii team, who trained sooo uberly hard and won back the defending championship title, awwww we can do it guys! Many more years c:

Ty Jesus for Your strength, I did another 21km this year. I don't know when I'll be ready to do the 42k but all in Your time yeah?

Ty Jesus for the tpcg, for making me feel so welcome esp the few girls I'm closer to. I think if not for em, I wouldnt have stood strong and decide to permanently shift over to new creation. Yeah, I've left gtg, and I do miss my friends but I've my reasons for changing church c: and I'm rlly glad at where I am now! Ty Jesus for Your finished work!

Rlly thank the Lord, kor finally grew up and got married and gramps is still as strong as ever. Trust me, he eats more than anyone else in the family. Ty Jesus, he shall be forever young and you continue changing him from glory to glory!

For qqray. Rlly, this year felt sooo different because I made 1 closer friend and I hardly have close friends. Thanks kiew for always being there,for always listening and cheering me up. Miss your nonsense and rubbish. Lullaby tgt soon!!!!

Ty Daddy God for allowing us to return to bkk to shop till we drop! It was sucha blessed trip with sooo many cheap deals everywhere we were at! I will be back heeheheeh.

For the bunch of gellers, rlly miss you guys alottttt! Growing up tgt with yall, seeing you guys like twice and for some thrice a wk. Feels different with new friends because you guys were people I could sprout any rubbish to and we had sooo much fun tgt. I'm sorry, I know some of you are disappointed with me, but I'm rlly glad at where I am now. Luv you guys and hopefulllly, we'll successfully be able to meet up tmrw?

Seee dearest gramps turned 80... but still look so young. Rlly must thank d Lord for His strength that He has given to him. Can't believe His walking speed is like my jog. Oh goodness gracious me.

For God's strength! Completed our first sprint triathlon in 2011! Thanks zachh for introducing me to this full of grace Jesus! (-: if not for the christmas gift you gave me last yr, I rllly wouldnt have been there. Thanks for the car lift whenever I need too! Yayyy.

Even got my lvl rock climbing cert in 2011! ^^v heehee it was sooo fun and fulfilling.

Thanks the poly clique for everything (-: woahh rlly don't know anyone in schl besides you guys!!!! Luv yall truckloads yoxxzz. Thanks for being sucha fun bunch altho I rly thought I'll not survive poly with friends like yall last time. I'm rlly glad to have known you guys!!!! (-:

Xie xie ni christina chan ubf, yayy 4eva friends for life yoxxzz. Meet up soon babe (-:\

Just felt that 2011's been soo adventurous despite all the new challanges, new changes in life. But I'm rlly thankful because I know in everything, my God, who is soooo good will bring me thru. And because He only promised good, all things that are bad will turn out good eventually. Amen? If I havent included anyone, I'm rly sry kayyyy (maybe you're just not significant enough that's why) hahaha kidding. There's just too many new people I've met this yr so I can't possibly rmb kayy! But rlly, thank you Daddy God for everything.

2011-12-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

Yayy christmas is approaching in less than a week's time and I'm soooo eggcited fo' all d parteas and good o' catch up with everyone whom I havent seen in a rlly long time ^.* Absolutely glad that the midsemz are over but there's 3 projects that's due on the 1st wk of schl when we return after new year's damn sian srlyz.

Other than that, all been good! Praise the Lord. Went back to work at AC today and did my first virgin shift in mooshi. Heehee worked at AC and JooJoo a million times but never at mooshi cause I always think I'll nvr be able to rmb how many shots of espresso I need for the different drinks but ty Jesus for crowning me with His favour and wisdom!!!!! It wasnt as tough as I thought, yayy!

I think I'm crazy. I actually don't feel sad spending my short pathetic 2 weeks break wrkg yknow... In fact, I'm like all hyped out for work I didnt even feel reluctant getting up this mrng! Anw work's quite fun because the company's rlly good (-:

Can't wait for tmrw night,wootwoot, having the year 1 poly friends christmas gathering. Time past so incredibly fast... I rmb how the girls cooked up a feast in zach's hsee last yr and now we're into our 2nd yr of christmas partea already? Woah. Heehee we're gna play candlelight soccer, srlyz quite eggcited! Jesus You hold the rain tmrw night wookay!

2011-12-03T11:53:00.003+08:00

Blessed mrng beloveds! It feels so so good to have the home wireless connection back in action. And I'm going to limit myself to 1hr because today was supposedly my first day of real revision :( Kor just had to go for his honeymoon after getting married yknow... lvg us with no internet 'cause he had to cancel the one at home and transfer to his new home. Too much.

So much had happened since the internet was goneee heehee. We had soph's surpise bday partea over at my place and we flooded our second living hall w balloons, and kor got married too!

Rlly ty Jesus for healing assleong! (-: yknow when we declare that Jesus is our Healer, and how He bore everything on the cross thousand years ago ++ how my sister is gng to be made whole and well~ the devil rlly shivers in fear! Ty cg for praying for her as well, MY SISTER IS BACK IN HER ANNOYING TIPTOP 101 FORM.

Anw mid sem's almost cing. And tmrw's standchart, heheee the thought of running thru the carpark at sentosa agn feels so dreadful. Gna meet the qboy tonight for a movie and swensens om nom nom. Timeeee to start revising... soon!

2011-11-25T10:58:00.000+08:00

Wowz, it's been rlly long folkz! The last time I popped by buttonsup was when holz have just started and now, we're already 4 weeks into the semester! What gets me more eggcited is... Christmas. I love christmas sooo much I've already bought myself dresses to wear this year! Woopwoop ^.^ and the thought of having parteas w the hsebunneiz/ the 14/ the gellers/ the 1st yr poly classmates/ the triathletes and the family do rock a lot huh! The midsemestral examinations are coming in 2wks and I'm no where near prepared but I shall get started w revisions rlly soon :(

Yknow I've been rlly thankful for God sent friends because so much has happened and these grp of good good friends stood constant in my life. I'm so blessed and loved and favoured because I'm a child of God!

On an absolutely random note, yayy I finally own my own road bike! Heehee altho its a rllyentry-level bike for triathlon, but I'm already satisfied! And praise d Lord for parents who don't object to but supports their child wholeheartedly in the things she enjoys doing!

Bro finallly gotten married hah, time sure flies! Wonder whose the next one in the family huh! I rlly can't think of other joyful happenings that have happened during my absence! Oh yes, the tri team won defending champion for polites agn praise the Lord! Sooo for the rest of this semester till the holz comes (and I get to work again), I'm just gna daily ask God for His wisdom and favour and strength because I rlly feel so noob in schl and I know I shdnt be feeling this way! Rlly miss wrkg truckloadsz :(

2011-10-15T23:08:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 1213am sunday

Morning! Heehee @chanrfc ubf ttlly find me retarded 'cause I've been greeting everyone with a 'mrng' in d night and day. Anw it's been long since I enjoyed my saturday so so much altho it wasnt exactly smooth sailing but God sure sends lovely guys to change my mood 180degrees ard.

On a rlly cheery note, lil' emmanuel has finally popped out of soph's womb awww he's sucha qt. And I've been terribly in luvv with him I visit him twice a day! I'm so thankful the household of faith (what kenny and soph name their hse), is within walking distance! (-: If not for the holz ending in another wk, I'll voluntarily pick up the role of a nanny. They say watching other people's baby is cute but when it's your own... you're gna get annoyed some point in time. Yes, ttlly agree but babies are soooo cute, makes me wanna grow up and be a mom soon :(

On friixx night was gramps' 80th bday partea at swa garden teochew restaurant. It started off quite awkward 'cause I hardly knew any of my relatives but bit by bit the atmosphere got more... fun. Gramps went to every single table to snap a pixz with his guests! He thinks it's his wedding except that we only opened 10 tables for him.

Headed over to sports schl on sat afternoon and it was pwetty nostalgic watching people swim at the IVPs, kinda got me reminded abt our secondary schl days where esther nad van steph cheryl keely and I headed over to sports schl for nationals too. It's been long guys, meet up soon xx!

2011-10-10T13:21:00.000+08:00

You gave me courage to believe
That all Your goodness I will see
For if it had not been for You
Standing on my side where would I be

If not for Your goodness, not for Your grace
I don't where I'd be today
Not for Your kindness I never could say
I'm still standing
If not for Your mercy, not for Your love
I most likely would have given up
If not for Your favour
I never could say, I'm still standing
But by the grace of God

To You I live my offering
You set my heart on higher things
For if it had not been for You
Standing on my side where would I be

2011-10-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0114am saturday

Hiii there earthlingz, how's everything been? My holz been so blessed ^.* got back from bkk 2days ago and I had so much fun I didnt wanna c' back at all. Usually, we'll spend 3days 2 nights in bkk but this time mom wanted a longer getaway twas we had 4d2n and I'm alr missing all the times mom and I shared in d hotel room each night (-:

God's been so good, heehee just received the bestttt news for d weeek heehee gng bike shopping tmrw, I'm finally gna own my roadie and I rlly gotta thank matt for lending me his for the longest period of time!

Other than that, just rlly sad, and still havent gotten over the fact that I had to clean off my 1day old leopard prints nails I did in bkk (for only freaking 5sgd) rawr it was soooo sad 'cause I came back to sg and realised I had to work on thurz. Bummer. I mean where can you find designed/drawn nails for 5bucks in sg?!?!?! Trust my weekends are gna be awsm because the Lord has declared em to be good!

2011-09-28T14:51:00.004+08:00

Woah I just realised my goggles tan are getting from bad to worse so much so that they're now visible even in pictures taken w lousy, poor resolution camera (my laptop's webcam). Umm I shd rlly get rid of it before kor's wedding :'(

Been feeling... not myself the past few days over some stupid problems that's sucha waste of time. Now adays, I like to keep myself occupied so I don't automatically think abt it. It's been tough, srlyz, no matter how hard I try to just leave it to my Daddy to handle it, I still slip back to my old ways and wanna have s.o.m.e control over it. On another note, my health's been... failing. Everything shall work out good for those who love Him! Amen.

Yknow I rlly thank You Jesus for the goodness and favour He has pathed my days with. I feel so blessed at work even on days when I'm dng night shift all on my own. I am sucha beloved princess in His eyes! On mon night, a customer actually asked me to sliced 50g of d whitechoc cake for him but I know I was taught during the trng not to (min. 100g). So I politely told him that I can't do that for him and he started to get rlly pissed and said other branches could. I think the tension got rlly bad, 5 managers walked to my counter and helped me speak to him and even tho he wrote in a complain letter to the HQ, the boss of AC and managers didnt even scold me or whatsoever, couple of em even told me I did well and 'you're worth every single cent AC pays'.

Well, not that I'm boasting but God is sooo good, I'm so favoured and loved. I love working, heehee I think I'm gna turn into a workaholic like pwetty soon. I'm sooo glad the raffles city manager managed to help me get a slot on friixx! (-: Praise the Lord. This is the 1st job I feel where I'm not working hard just to earn the moolah$$ srlyz, I just find alot of joy serving people and greeting em and justtttt putting that smile on my face. After all these.... I wonder if accounting and finance is rlly my God-destined course sometimes.

2 more days ^.* getting eggcited! c:

2011-09-20T11:52:00.002+08:00

The past week' been so enjoyable. Altho I only managed to secure 3 slots to work last week but it's still been good 'cause that means having more time to meet up w friends. Finally gotta see dearest @nissazdn aft 4eva srlyz this gurlll's been on a mia mission for a rlly long time. And she's transformed into a more feminine woman with light makeups to make her face more radiant^^v yknow we were just puzzled how anyone could go like 'eww since when you started putting make up', c' on, we're friends! We should be supporting 1 another's decision. Inside discussion.

Than on friixx and saturday, we had triathlon workshop which started with a blast and ended off with a blastz too! Pris even brought her underwater camera to camwhore in and we took quite a couple of shots (-: Woopwoop

Then on friiixx night, the schl was having some mid autumn celebration twas we decided to drop by and support c: free popcorns and candy floss om nom nom.

Dnr-ed at ikea and our captain ang-merica treated us to chicken wingz yummy slurp slurp. I'm in luvvv with their wingz I could eat 3 and not get sick and tired of the taste. Great time spent tgt, can't wait for the next camp!

On friiixx night, Ivor Titus Starfish Lian also left to pursue his studies in UK :'( For 3 whole years we're gna miss his hilarious stuffz oh well bummerz but God has better plans for him in UK. Study hard and we'll see you back in sg when you c' back for vacation yoxxzz.

Yknow I'm gna get terribly fattt by the end of our vacation 'cause almost every monday aft triathlon trng, we're gng for buffets megalolz. The previous one was yumcha and ytd 7 of us decided to head down for nihon mura's. I'm sooo scared of eating meat now and I can't believe I'm mtg the 14 in less than 24 hrs for another buffet rawr. Gna head home for a 1hr run later!

Praise the Lord for the resultssss. I'm just thankful that despite shifting alot of my time to triathlon this semester, I still did well enough. Thank You Jesus for Your grace and mercy!

2011-09-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 1254am thurs

I can't believe 2 weeks of the holz are almost over and we're done to 1month before the new semester starts. Boohoo. On tuez night, we had the poly friend's gathering over at zach's hse to celebrate mid autumn but due to d rlly sudden heavy downpour, we decided to just stay indoors and munch on mooncakes and loadsza chips :} We limited our drinks to only tea in substitution for genuine pu'er tea in teapots. Heehee I got wintermelon and green tea whilst melllll bought oolong awsm.

You know it's weird how I'm already into my 6th shift in AC and I'm still... enjoying my work alot? I don't rmb feeling this eggcited, getting up for work when I was in wildwildwet working as a lifeguard. Those days seem to be very much a dread. Despite only sleeping for 2hrs (zach drove over to sihui's hse to play kinect at 3), I still managed to report to work in time and I'm still as awake as ever. Finally gna meet nissa xx. This week's been so... triathlon-y with trngs practically everyday and I'm rather hyped up for the workshop taking place this friixx and sat! (-: Ohhh yes and everyone shd check out d cake I piped for triii team. We cut and shared a cake aft dnr om nom nom. Holz are sooo fun, I'm never gna get sick of it (and I'm never gna get sick of working too). This working hrs thing is like... God blessed! I love how flexible the timings are :*

2011-09-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0204am tuesday

Hiiiixx everyone, feeling extremely hyped up o'er the lantern festival celebration we're gna have at @zachkan's place later in d night. And since I'm not working tmrw, I thought I shd stay up and just enjoy my night :} Surprisingly, heeheehee I'm still not feeling bored of working at AC yet. Rlly thank God for blessing me with the nicest colleagues ever, 'cause initially, I was expecting the gurlz there to be uberr bitchy but no they arent, they're sooo friendly, sooo easy to talk to, and they've been treating me rlly well as a newbie in AC.

Last sunday, @vanthewee decided to find my family in town whilst waiting for bb housing shop to open. And it's been soooo long since I last saw her twas a pixz was a must.have.

Yknow how not everyone can carry off carrying a pink baggu bag but she just look too good in it! We swopped slippers that day for an hr 'cause she was in luv with my birks :* everyone luvs the gold one. I'm so thankful I don't look like an ahlian/minah with it. Still happy over the fact that the gold matches my skin tann well.

So here's a pixz with 1 of my colleague who was working on thurz I think...

We just happened to be wearing similar coloured sandals! I think I look damn fatttt in the white uniform but it's been rlly comfy 'cause I can bend down or squat anyway and there's no way I'll 'zhao geng' so this skirt is like the best invention ever.

On a sad note, gabb has alr left for UK, but thank God he'll only be gone for 3 weeks! Sooo during this 3 weeks, I've no friend to annoy me via bbm.

Gabb left on friiixx and this c'ing friixx, it'll be ivor's turn. However, ivor will be gone for like 3 years... that's 2.9years more than gabb megalolz. Just praying hard that the triathlon camp this frixx will end on time and I'll make it to the airport. God, You're gna make a way!

Rawr am already starting to get tired but I'm still rlly confused over my trng plans for tmrw. Yknow this holz, I wanna make sure I get to ride on the family bike in ecp at least once. Annoying @zachkan refuses to ride on it later :'( whattta spoilsport.

Thank You Jesus for blessing me with the mosttttt awsm parents on earth xx. They've been sooo ever sweet esp on days when I'm working (-: Just what would I do without em?

2011-09-07T13:39:00.002+08:00

This holz has been too too too much fun I can't contain it. I havent reached the point where I start feeling rlly bored and have absolutely nthg to do. I've still yet to find time to just sit back and laze at home by my bedside rawr, and I doubt that day's ever gna come cause I'm already starting work actual this c'ing thurz (tmrw) woopwoop^^v

On monday aft triathlon trng in d mrng, 13 of us headed down to chinatown for yumcha. The timsum was fantabulously awsm (altho cant beat the ones in hk or the hotel next to shawtower in orchard) but 'yi fen qian yi fen huo', om nom nom the eggtarts were so deliciously good I kept eating em. Eating buffets with guys have always been enjoyable, just watching them gobble down endless amount of food (eugene zach theodore jingyong) but this time it was with a whole new grp of guys (samuel zach jingyong hongjun darren ray), nonetheless, it was still equally as hilarious.

Their reflexes were so fast once the food landed on the spinning table to the point where I couldnt even take a pixz of all the yummy timsum. Zach was sooo kiasu he just started taking everything from the long and putting them on his plate as tho the timsum cart was never c'ing back... srlyz?!?!?!

Hiiiix gurlz luvvv yall so much heehee

My side of the round table. I like chinese restaurants 'cause the tables were round, 13 of us could squeeze tgt to eat, just like a family.

My buffet day didnt just stop at hiiitea. Met up w the family in d night for this korean bbq buffet my goodness I am sure getting fattt fatt fattt (and I'm actually gng for a run right after I publish this post).

Awfully choc trng on tuez and I went in the mtg room feeling all positive/ all cheery. And I'm rlly thankful to God for granting me a spot in AC because I've been wanting a scoop iscream job for the longest time. Hehehee it's like my ideal holiday job rather than working as a lifeguard and getting burnt under the hawthawt sun. Anw all the AC gurls whom I attended the trng with were rlly rlly friendly, we were all rather sad at the end of the trng day 'cause we'll be posted to our outlets already :'( We all thought the trng would end by 4pm but lolz, it dragged on till 9plus.

The trng was rlly fun because besides the theory aspect what learning what the product contained (in case the customer asks), we gotta eat alot and I rlly mean alot alot until I'm so scared of chocolates now! First thing in the mrng we had to do product tasting for the 3 diffferent cakes AC sells. Thus, each of us were given 3 slices of cakes: all choc/ choc banana/ choc rum and cherry. And 1 hr later it was lunch time so we went down to everythignwfries tgt for lunch. And the managers were rlly nice, apart from a main course each, they ordered us like all the snacks and sides and soup EwF had. It was sooo shiiioookkk. And 2 hours later, we had another product tasting for the AC reinvented products. It was sucha sinful day eating the hei ice cream, super stacked cake, cold poached, choc cupcakes, kahlua bars.

I'm feeeling sooo disgustingly fat I wonder how anyone could eat hei ice cream every single day. I am gng for a run now because I feel like I've put on 5kg in just monday and tuesday gosh. To make things worst, met up w lulu theo and zach for supper last night in cafe cartel for their late night cakes and deserts. Yes, tell me about it :'(

Gotta head the shopping mallz before trng tonight to buy some make up. I'm absolutely clueless abt makeup but since light makeup is required, I'll prob put like a dash of eyeshadow or eyeliner across. Heehee I'm not a fan of makeup altho I think they look rlly pwetty (smoky eyez and fairy green ones) awwww.

2011-09-04T22:51:00.003+08:00

Rawr, the long awaited holz are finally here! Woohoo no more accounting to think abt for the next 2months thank You Jesus! Sometimes I rlly wonder why God placed me in this course, I'm not even that brilliant compared to the rest :'( And I'm not even excelling in my acctng subjects boohoo. But I shall just continue living by His grace and goodness, and claim on His promise that 'I'll be the head and not the tail'. With that, I'll definately have to do my part by studying hard, or rather smart. (Well in case you're wondering why I said it was God that placed me in this course, simply cause of the whole entire before olvlz encounters w God)

Anw 4th day into the holz and it has been good! I've been so busy hanging out I havent found myself a day where I can just stay home, and rest and not do anything productive. Btw, God is sooooo good, He gave me a job and I was just praying 5mins before the interview that His favour shall be upon me but at the end of the interview, I was rather discouraged 'cause I thought everyone spoke better than I did (it was a mass interview of 25 girls). Praise the Lord, on satz mrng, the manager texted me and asked me down on tuesday onwards to start working, yay, pwetty much eggcited!

Right aft our last paper on thurz mrng, the entire usual grp of us decided to head down to town tgt for a good good lunch to reward ourselves! The guys took zach's car (I know right... how ungentlemanly) whilst the girls bus-ed down tgt. And yknow the thought of just letting your hair down, with nthg to study when you get home, that feeling was da bombz. Well it did feel rlly weird initially... like getting home and realising that you don't have to revise anymore.

In the night we hit timbre for some nice music and small small world, I bumped into ubf @chanrfc there ^.* The music was rlly good that nighttttt we only left at midnight, the pizzas and buffalo wings, om nom nom.

I think at this very moment, my mom must be thinking I'm turning lesbian soon :'( Thurz friiix sat (I've been mtg @sarahmehmeh in the mrng, and than comes the night, I'll meet @lusihui). But it's been great fun, definately!

Sihui and I even had a parsamalam picnic in my room on friiixx night aft my interview. IT WAS SOOOO SHIIIOOOKKK. In case you dont know, I'm a uberrrr huge fan of pasar malam food (esp the jap pizza\tutu kueh\ bird nest's drink\ sausage\ fish fillet\ corn\ waffle dogs!), I can eat em every single day and not get sick of it!!!!! I think we took alot of rubbish pixz that night heehee but it was sooo fun we kept laughing and laughing.

Finally cycled on sat mrng w @sarahmehmeh and @zachkan and ray. Havent cycled this much since osim. Pasir ris- ecp - coastal - changiv- ecp - pasir ris. Lunch at changiv was rllly good, now that zach likes the wanton mee and the pineapple drink, yayy can psycho him to c' to the east :} He's sooo weird he likes fried wantons so I gotta trade my fried ones for his boiled ones! Perfecttttt wanton mee friend!

Today's already sunday, time fliesssssss. Been shopping the entire day with mom it felt sooo sooo relaxing and awsm. This week's gna be rather busy with work, trng and other fun outings w the people I havent met in agessss! Gna yumcha w the triiiteam tmrw afternoon aft trng, eggcited c:

2011-08-29T21:29:00.003+08:00

Praise the Lord! The exams are almost over and I just can't wait to give myself like few days to just hibernate on my bed and not hang out nor train nor do anything tiring :'( Anyhow rlly wanna thank Daddy God for being so ever faithful because when I was faithless, He still remained so ever faithful. Yknow last night, I srlyz wanted to give up on studying for finance already (despite it being my favourite subject this semester...) because I felt like what I know was so insufficient to take the paper and what I know was so little compared to my other friends. But than I was just reading my daily devotion (so timely!), and it was about how God's gna be my Refuge, my Strength, my Shelter in times of need. I was so touched and renewed!

Sooo I just prayed and ask God for His wisdom discernment favour strength because I'm rlly just lvg it to Him, and everything from that moment on what gng to be about Him and nthg about me. That very second on, I never felt so so so carefree. The feeling surpassed myself sitting for the last olvl subject. It was a different kinda surreal feeling. I allowed Him to guide me through whatever last minute revision I was dng and sure it enough, He never fails. This mrng's finance paper couldnt have got any better. My other 2 papers are gna be equally blessed because my Daddy is sucha good good God.

xx hiiixx 14, it was good seeing the few of you last week over a simple lunch to celebrate grace's 19. I love you 4 and even those who were present mega truckloads ^.* Meet up soon, when the tp people are done w our papers! We need to live back our taitai life of having buffet whenever possible\ mani\pedi\ do our brows\ shop till we drop!

Hillsongs God is able tour tmrw, pwetty much eggcited. I think I'm gng for it even tho I've a mrng paper on wednesday. God will not shortchange me :} He'll multiply my time. Amen c:

2011-08-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0203am monday blues over a cup of tea

No there shan't be any monday blues because my monday shall be blessed. Amen. 4 more days to the start of end semz and I am still not entirely ready to sit for any paper yet :'( I kinda miss doing triathlon and it's rlly sad I only get to do osim this year. The other races either clashes with exams or just isn't worth paying for.

Yayy yknow on friixx I gotta cycle again. The last time I touched d roadie was on osim race day itself! And after cycling on friixx, 30km/h constant, I woke up w terrible aches at my thighs :( I'm gna do a short biathlon in d mrng later w zachh since there aint trng this week, and next 8)
Heehee my life is so mundane, just triathlon\ church\ family\ and schl. I can't wait till d exams are over! Daddy God, You shall take charge of everything c: my exams are my bread.

2011-08-17T23:08:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 1211am Thurs

Lifted up, defeated the grave, raised to life, our God is able! In His name, we overcome, for the Lord our God is able!

In 2 days, there's already so much to testify of Daddy God's goodness. I used to keep a habit of noting down all my prayer requests/petitions but then I grew tired of dng it (umm... I'm gna revive that good habit) because actually when it comes to past and you look back upon those times where you prayed so hard for it, it kinda just assures you that you've a God that never fails you and loves you so much that He'll bless you so abundantly.

So the end semestral exams are c'ing in less than 2weeks and I'm not even half way completed with revision. I'm lagging behind the timetable I've neatly drew out for myself :'( Boohoo and it's terribly tough to get back on track. Tmrw's gna be the last triii trng and we'll be taking a break till the exams are over :( Mixed feelings about it~ one being, I'll have to do my own self trng, two being, more time for revisions!

Time passes so incredibly fast, it's rlly scary. Just earlier on in the mrng (wed), I actually pulled myself out of my comfortable bed just to get to schl and study. And trust me, I've never ever tried studying 4hrs straight and another 3hrs after lecture without getting distracted but I finally did it. And then I just kept praying before I start revising on any subject that God will grant me wisdom and discernment. The 7 hours felt like 2hrs or so only(-: For someone who gets restless easily, this is a great great accomplishment :* It's all Him, nothing of me. I rlly luvvv the study room alot 'cause I could blast my christian playlist from my bb and that meant listening to godly songs whilst studying... soaking in His presence yet studying hard, praise the Lord!

Definately gna train hard hard hard. I wanna do welll for triathlon and if possible, secure a spot for polites! It's rlly tough 'cause there are only 3 spots for triathlon and there are just too many talented people out there :( Lord, my weakness will be made purfect in You. And even if I don't get a spot, You are still good.

2011-08-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

I made a promise to myself that this week shall be the last week of play and there after... I'm gna pick up my books and start revising. I don't know why, maybe it's the change of class (with way lesser competitive people) that's why I'm much more slack this semester. But I doubt so. Maybe I'm just more passionate about triathlon ('cause I realised how fun trainings are) twas I neglect my studies but whatever it is, next week onwards.... just watch me everyone!

Well, my life has been very hectic. But I'm enjoying it definitely. It sure beats mugging hard for tests and exams anw. Last sat, the triathletes had another race again^^sp biathlon. Rlly thank God for sending such supportive friends (the gurlllllzzz esp!!!!) because when I wanted to give up (due to rllly bad mothers'day pain).... they were there :* I know I make em sound so noble but only girls understand the kinda pain I was going thru then. TP Triathlon (and the kayak racers) did fantabulously wellll again. Woopwoop^^

Triathlon gurls without jasmine! :'( Here's huiiiting myself sarah tania and dirteapris. Luvvv chuuu gurlllzz and I really like this pixz mega truckloads. (Notice my braces are offff)

Aft the race, we went over to mel's 19th partea at the swan lake. Goood company and it's been awhile since we gotta hang out 'cause of alll the nonsense tests and whatsnot.

Pwettty mel and her uber chiioo fairywings.

And then the guys (theo zach jy shaune) decided to wear the race shirt to botanic gardens for the partea hehehe so I changed just to snap a picture tgt! Hehehe shaune jy and zach are still in triathlon^^aft I sabo-ed their names... they still pledged loyalty to the team not bad not bad.

On sunday, the 14 finally met up. The next one would be grace's bday and I'm sure when holz are here we'll be able to meet up more often (-: The best thing that night was tau-huaying with cheryl :* Soooo nice just sitting down and catching up.

On National day, the family decided to dress up in red and white and we took a couple of pictures tgt. It was rllly heart warming just sitting down over foood, laughing at 1 another.

And today's mom's bday 8) we surprised her last night with her fav awfully chocolate banana cake. I ttlly recall her telling me she prefer the one from awfully choc but last night she was like... no the secret recipe one is better. Too much man my mother! We all chipped in to get her vouchers for groceries (hahahah she loves giant coldstorage ntuc) ++ vouchers for her favourite shoe shop! And today... I left trng early, just to have dnr with the family, awwww. Today's dnr is justttt to spend time tgt tho. Actual one's on the weekend. Haheho I love fooood^^

Loooking forward to a rlly goood awsm weekend 'cause once monday comes... I'm rlly gna be devoted to my textbooks.

2011-08-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0324am friixx (-: praise the Lord!

My 2 vehh favourite pixz taken during osim last weekend :* thanks gabb for sooo nicely helping us to snap coolio pictures that day! Terribly sry that the pictures taken on sunday for your OD couldnt be compared AT ALL to the ones you took for us on sat 8) Blame zach for his uberr slow reflex (he couldnt even recognise our team mates, too much!). Have absolutely no idea what am I dng here... I've lessons at 9am but blogging seem to be pwetty fun^^I still remember how I used to do this everyday but dang I've lost the interest but yet, I don't wanna stop using buttonsup. Too much mem'ries o'er the past few years :'(

Umm... this sat the triii team will be gng for another race, hehehe sp biathlon and we can do it triathlon team (-: Everyone who raced for osim did pwetty well,good job guys! First triathlon race for me and I'm luving it so so much, I wish another race would c' soon ): I think I'm mad crazy over tri now, I like the swim bike run transition but too bad sg has too little tri races! Goooo tp triii team, cheers to clinching many podium places on sat + sun, more to goooo tmrw @sp biathlon!

God is the strength of my heart and my portion 4eva.

2011-07-21T13:39:00.003+08:00

Yet another thurz, praise the Lord for blessing me w a day during the week where I don't have to be in schl (except for triathlon trng in d evening). Today's different tho,'cause we've finance test later on and I'm still left w another chapter to revise so I've absolutely no idea why I'm here dng this. Definately the last thing I shd be dng but... I can't seem to concentrate anymore :(

Anw the whole of last week, and this, has been extremely tiring and exhausting. Been juggling between schl and trngs and church. Trng hard for osim but I'm alr losing the motivation to cycle. Did I mention I always thought cycling was the easiest leg in the entire triathlon race? But last month when I finally got to cycle on a road bike, I ttlly change my mind and would rather swim+ run. Cycling makes me feel so so so worn out easily. About 9 more days to race day, I need to concentrate more on my cycling because it rlly suck so much currently.

I think despite all my busy-ness, I still enjoyed my week alot 'cause the poly friends met up on tuez night to study tgt at the airport. Carlz jnr^^finally you're available there, and we decided to study there 'cause there's freeflow drinks hahahaha. No, not that we're cheapo (finee partly) but we luvv the chili cheese friez w/o cheese alot!!!!!

This weekend is gna be rlly hectic. Brick trng(cycle+run) at east coast park then rush down to schl to market my course to the potential next academic year's freshiez (mellll I hope they will be responsive) and yayy collect osim race pack! And there's finally open waters trng this sunday @sentosa. Been soooo long since I last swam open waters :( :(

ALL THE BEST TEAM SINGAPORE FOR SYNCHRONISE SWIMMING FINALS IN SHANGHAI TONGIHT. I think synchro swimming is sooo cool^^

2011-07-14T13:30:00.002+08:00

Heheh I like the above pixz alottttt. We took that on awards ceremony day c: zach me sarahmehmeh jx. All the triathletes ftw.

Feeeling all shhhiiook 'cause there's no schl today twas no need to think about tutorials/projects and whatsoever. Pwetty overjoyed that I've completed my part of the law proj and completed my tutorials in d lib ytd whilst waiting for trng to start. Hehehe I bumped into caleb in d lift and he asked me to study w him and I'm sooo freaked out by his hardworking-ness 'cause he has alr started revising for class testz woah woah woah. I think he's just like zach,no wonder they're friends^^

Umm I shall start studying for class test next week, I just wanna laze ard at home and not do anything because I havent done this is a rlly rlly miserable long time. I've triathlon trng in d evening tho but other than that,I don't have anything to work my brains out~just what I like.

1/2 of me feel bad for not dng sthg productive for eg: study but haiii whatever, I should just take a break have a kitkat like what daddy says. I tlly love my parents 'cause they're sooo-ever supportive. Whether in the sports arena/studies/ church activities, they're always with me (-: Yayy thank You Jesus!

2011-07-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0137am tues

Since it's soooo l8 and I prob wont be able to get up at 5am to cycle coastal I might as well blog and keep this space alive even tho how no one might even read buttonsup anymore. But umm it shdnt be that bad because according to the stats,there's still about 34daily readers at my page! Hehehe (nagh not that I need people to read all these... it's weird actually, I don't know who reads all these).

Feels good, a load of my chest to have completed every single tutorial/ project that I've aimed to complete by tonight. No doubt it's terribly late and way past my sleeping time but at least I don't have to worry abt it any longer! Praise the Lord, just relying on His grace and strength only! Apart from schlwork, there's rlly nthg esle to talk about. My life's been sooo ever bohring, I don't know why time past incredibly fast, can't even recall what I've done except schl schl schl and more schl... you get the drift...

Been trng almost every single day. Mondays are run days, tue- swim and cycle, wed- swim, thurs- run, friixx- swim, sat- long run, sun-cycle. I need to stop this routine soon or my body's just rlly gna wear out. I feel like my knees are giving in alr but I rlly have insufficient time to get ready for osim and I rlly wish to achieve sthg during my first triathlon proper race.

Just gna continue living each day in His never ceasing mercies and grace. He's been so indescribably good in my life, and each time I'm feeling stress/low, I just think upon those moments and I'll be instantaneously recharged! Not gna worry about anything, I'll do my utmost and leave the rest in His mighty arms.

2011-07-07T11:29:00.002+08:00

God is soooo amazingly good, He never fails! Sooo before midsemz tests, I decided to try SOTA out but on d selection day, I thought I should back out 'cause I felt I wont be able to cope well with schl/church/ccas/ family and my social life. I didnt wanna forgo any one of these elements in life which I've held soo close to my heart for the past... many years. But recently, like 3days ago, they called me up to check if I rlly wanted to forgo it and I just felt that it was God who is opening doors and opportunities for me so I couldnt say no again. Praise the Lord for never failing, always providing.

My favourite devo book during this time of the year. Every july1-aug8/9. Singapore churches c' tgt to pray for the nations and it's a rlly good initiative done by LoveSingapore I feel. Because I may not be the ministers up there in d govt changing Sg physically or politically, but I can do so spiritually! And when 2 or 3 gather in His name, there He is in our midst!

I've been adopting the sleep-early-wake-up-early routine or maybe I over exert myself too much in the day to d extent that when midnight hits,I'll be dead tired already! But then again,I'm all glad that I can get my 8hrs of sleep or esle I'll get rlly cranky in schl! Other than that, been trng hard for osim and yayy sarah and I are now cycling partners, we cycled to coastal ytd mrng (@sarahmehmeh) and resulted in me getting severed cramps during triathlon trng last evening. It was sooo bad 'cause we had to use the flippers and my thighs were already aching quite terribly :(

Can't wait for the weekends!I'm sooooo glad I've no tutorials on hand that hasnt been completed! I like my attitude towards tutorials hehehee. I kinda like dng them yknow.... I'm weirdddd but it gets rlly fun esp when I've to think!

2011-07-02T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hehehe been rlly fascinated with the identical outfits in schl! Hehehe and what's rlly cool was,they were all unplanned! I think I like the trii gurlz one more (on fb) sooo cool, we were all in blue on thurz and we looked sooo uber gayy when we stood tgt thus we had to take a pixz to rmb the day!

I can't believe the weekends are almost ending just like that :( Haiiii but God's been rlly gr8 the past week, all the strength, grace, whatsnot, He never fails to provide! Gonna continue just entrusting everything into His mighty mighty hands 'cause my Daddy never ever fails me *.*

I think my life has been revolving around nthg but schl this entire week! Boohoo. I think except for monday, all other days, I only left schl past 730pm, if not 9.30. And it's not like I left schl rlly early on monday :( I only gotta leave at 6! Been soooo uber busy but He's multiplying my time by many many foldssss! Awsm Dadddy!

2011-06-24T12:06:00.002+08:00

New bedside prints^^ gna get it done by tonight hehehe. I'm very motivated to complete decorating my entire room this holz, can't figure out why but it's a good thing so I shall just keep the spirit gng.... The room was all neat and clean till sleong from philippines and now the room don't look at tidy any longer boohoo.

On a brighter note, heading to ikea soon awww can't wait to buy pwetty frames/cheap racks/cool stuffz to beautify our room! (-: I can't believe 2 weeks of holz are ending just like that :( Sian, I think I spent more time in the computer lab than enjoying myself at the malls. Dang! Tonight's gna be rllly fun tho~mtg up w the best bs boys ever, kinda miss chatting over food with em, uberrr hilarious bunch of boys! Thank God for His grace,almost done w law and pca^^ now we're left w cas report to complete!

And for everyone esle who knows abt d latest news (I'm actually picking the uglier one hahahaha). Don't ask me why, just stoked.

2011-06-20T23:41:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0146am Tuez

We will cry out Your name, El Shaddai, God of grace, Lord most High, Jesus Christ
We rely on Your grace, Adonai, Crowned in praise. Lord most High, Jesus Christ

5 more whole days before the holz c' to an end, time pass incredibly fast when you're having loadza fun. Been catching up alot with the people whom I've not met up with in agessss, everyone except the 14 :( But everyone's rlly busy so umm.. it's rlly hard to fix a date. Sleong is back in sg safely soooo tangsss everybody tangsss for keeping her in prayer!

Terribly dreading for schl to reopen! Still, choosing projects over normal lessons. I'm gna continue pampering myself before schl actually starts again! Shall go for my 3rd manicure this holz hehehehe. And I can't wait for trng this week, I feel fat and yet lack all the motivation to self train. I've lost it allllllll ah. On a rlly funny note, zach got rlly frighten that I was pissed, that boy's soooo easily frightened!

2011-06-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0158am saturday (-:

Technically, I shd be long asleep but facebook is too interesting (esp with new juicy upd8s), can't get myself off my laptop's screen. Gotta get up in 3hrs time twas I must hit the crib real sooon! Another short getaway w the family again *.* Sooo blessed this year.

I rlly enjoyed my friixx w the gurlies @lusihui @alysassa truckloads 'cause we finally gotta take our heads off boring projects and just do whatever we wanted! From having lunch buffet tgt to shoppping around to catching hangover (never gna watch a m18 show again, ttlly regretted sighhh) to manicure to more food. Om nom nom. Sooo thankful I don't have to think abt projects nor training hehehee.

3more nights till sleong comes back which also means 3 more nights till I don't get to enjoy the comfort of having the entire bed to myself :( I miss my sis' alot tho, she havent been able to c' online 'cause they've departed into the villages island which means she's entirely separated from civilisation till she's back in the city on sunday mrng.

Gna hit the crib now, goodnight readers! And 5am shd c' soon, am pweetty eggcited! 8)

2011-06-16T00:53:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 1256am thurs

Am soooo thankful to be reminded by 1 of the cg member who posted on d fb wall. Was feeeling rather crumpled this afternoon (and to make things worse... I only slept for 4hrs last night, dang!Gotta head to schl for projecttttt at an almost ungodly hour), but aft reading what he had posted on my way for triathlon trng, it rlly rlly encouraged me (-: and uplifted my soul and my evening changed from a all gloomy one to a all cheery one c: just like mr sun, sun, mr golden sun!

Umm so, God's timing is always purrffecttttt!

2011-06-11T10:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday marks the start of my 3weeks break. I love holz 4eva *.* Despite how we've to complete 3 projects by the end of holz, but I'll pick this over schl, anytime (I might change my mind when things get all stressed up tho hahahaha). Anyhow, am terribly packed this weekend and I've no idea which parteas I should choose to go because I rlly wanna be present for both :( And all these decisions are tough to make.

I'm thinking of gng back to work as a lifeguard because adam has very nicely helped me to speak to fairulz and they say they'll give me a refresher's course should I return^^and I think I tlly shd 'cause my bank a/c is depleting terribly. I shall cramp projects, work, shopping and triathlon trngs into this 3 precious week!

Am almost heading out alr, waiting for mom to get alll ready =) We're heading to suntec for lunch and then do our nails and brows (start of my taitai life again) hehehe. Sleong will be leaving for philippines tmrw alr, I just cant wait 'cause I'll get the entire bed to myself. Whose onz for a stayover? My room is o.p.e.n. after sunday! (-:

2011-06-08T16:55:00.002+08:00

Yayy so God's been God, being all ever faithful and good the past 3days. If there's anyone to blame for the terrible performance in my mid semz results', I can only attribute it to me,myself and I. Despite how I'm constantly being reminded by lecturers during lectures that mid-semz are approaching, I've never rlly done anything serious abt this piece of... valuable information. Srlyzz uberr phailll :( and I just continued wasting my time, dng all my usual non-productive stuffz tilll like 1week before mid semz.

But still, God's goodness abounds (-: because no doubt how I've chuck aside my revisions for fun and leisure times, He was still there during my ttlly-last-minute-revision times. I could actually finish revising for a subject in less than 1 day and I know it has nthg to do with how genius I am but how great He is. 3 papers down we're left with 2 final papers. It didnt dawn upon me till recently that I'm taking 3 accounting subjects this semester :( Except for cost&managementacctng, I think I like partnership and finance alot. Hehehehe. Let's just seee how I fair this semester but if I do well, it rlly just gotta be God's credit *.*

2011-06-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

I like to continously remind myself that if I honour God and put Him at first priority, all other things, regardless of academic results, wants, and whats not will be added unto me. Tho there's been quite a fair bit of struggle putting Him at #1 but umm, feel so assured (-: and I'm greatly convinced of this promise because it's been so ever evident in my walk with Him.

Tmrw marks the start of the mid sems tests and I must say, I gotta rely entirely on God's grace and stop turning towards myself. I've done my best and I'm leaving the rest to Him. Was feeling pwetty stressed abt tmrw's paper but after friix night, somehow... I just feel all at peace and assured that God is gna be right there with me.

I will bring praise, I will bring praise

No weapon formed against me shall remain

I will rejoice, I will declare

God is my Victory and He is here

2011-06-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0111am thurz

To my christian friends out there whose mid semz exams are approaching just like how mine are: let's be reminded that our Faithful Daddy is with us, like any other time and if He is for us, then what could stand against us?

Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.

2011-05-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 1256am tuez

Praise God! It's a public holiday which also means schl's out, scream and shout! This week rocks with vesak day today and ccn day (heehee a schl event and lessons only lasts till 12pm this friixx), praise the Lord!! On top of that, it's IJ's fiesta day this c'ing friii. Time flies so incredibly fast, may's already coming to an end and soon, christmas will be here all over again!

I'm currently in deep deep love with paddlepop all thanks to our guest: zhilong for buying some when he came over for dnr w kenny and soph 8) I don't always indulge in iscream but recently, I've been having what they call, the sweet tooth.

2011-05-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0134am monday

Schl would rlly be made a bore if not for this grp of friends who never fail to put a smile across my face by the end of the day. Despite how I was constantly gng to God in the beginning of sem1.1 when He decided to place me in a perfectly brilliant class, I guess I now know why He did. If not for their kan-chiong-ness in always completing their tutorials asap, I wouldn't be what I am today. Now that we're all shuffled and have been split into 3 classes quite equally, kinda saddens me that I gotta re-foster new friendship in my current class. Trust me, altho I was whining how quiet my previous classmates were on the first day of orientation... my current year's one suck even more. But then again, I am rather... tired of feeling sorry for myself. Ultimately, God is in control of everything, He's placed me in this current new class for a purpose. I'm gna count on Him to carry me thru just like before. He has my future already laid out. For that reason alone, schl's been, good (-:

Hiiiiixx triathletes, I havent missed out you guys! Luvvv the girls who never fail to make trng alot more filled with joy and laughter! I'm pwetty glad I managed to pull zac cally jy varrick and shaune into the team! I just hope they wouldnt leave because triiii need more people! And no, don't get me wrong, I havent pulled them in just so we'll have quantity!

2011-05-08T23:14:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0121am monday

2weeks into schl and I'm already feeling all drained out. God is my Charger, my Strength, my Help in times of need. Been havin loadsza difficulties completing my tutorials this week, I kept them for the weekends and umm... not the best idea ever. I think I'll stick to my usual routine: get them done immediately after lecture. I feel so much more at peace knowing that everything on my to-do-list is checked. Above all, I guess my only source of strength was from my Daddy God!

Apart from all these geeky schl stuffz, what I'm rlly missing right now is: the family's short getaway to msia ): Sighh the 3days were so well spent, so relaxed, so... yes.. you get the drift. I can't simply put into words how e.n.j.o.y.a.b.l.e a time we had as a family just eating, shopping, eating, shopping, eating and shopping (what a terrible cycle daily). The thought of not having to open my lecture notes to read and then completing d whole pile of tutorials was simply... shiioookkk ttm (-: And no, we havent just spent our time eating and shopping actually. On sat night we went online to research on churches near our svc apartment and decided to attend svc on sunday mrng.

The food is kualar lumpar was almost heavenly (I wouldnt dare describe my food to be heavenly >: If the food on these earth is heavenly, what's for me up there?). We just ate and ate and ate non-stop. I was being greedy 3/4 the time. Sleong and I were obviously full but we just ordered more simply to taste the food. Terrible srlyz. I wanna go back please ):

2011-04-27T23:08:00.002+08:00

This should be the last place I shd be on right now with all the crappy shitty tutorials piling up. Umm but it seems like I've not yet settled down well in schl proper yet? Everyday I come home, I feel like tmrw's just another day for me to meet up with d old classmates(-: I go to schl looking forward for schl to end only sighhh. It feels weird knowing that the few of us will no longer be in d same class anymore. We're still sitting tgt during lectures tho~heehee.

Been all in luvvv w d new 100plus salty edition + red ruby + koiiii om nom nom. Cca recruitment for another 2days and umm hopefully we'll be able to find more girls into d team^^ Gna start attempting to lessen d stack of work on my study table 8) I need to 'causeeee I don't rlly wanna lug them all to msia to do whilst my family's having a good time tanning/shopping over d long weekends! On a rlly bright note, tmrw's d start of my 5days holidays since there are no tutorials this week heeheeheee. God is so good.

A simple encouragement to everyone out there: our God is so big strong and mighty, there's nthg that He cannot do. With Him as our help and refuge, we can face our giants. Just pray for His strength and commit everything to go His way! (-:

Ps, had a rlly gr8 19th bday celebration, thanks everybody thanks :*

2011-04-04T22:24:00.003+08:00

This verse is so ever reassuring. At times like these, where rest time never seem enough, I can only say, that my Daddy God's the One sustaining me as each day passes. Been rather troubled recently, because I've come to terms with reality that I can't juggle triathlon and work well enough. Frankly speaking, wedz' swim trngs + thurz' run(which I don't attend and gotta do a make up trng on friixx evening...) is not sufficient. So other than these days, I do self train on mon, sat and sometimes... like rlly occasionally thurz evening before bs!

What I cant exactly juggle well is time ): My work only ends at 3pm, and trng only starts at 6 and ends at 8plus. I don't exactly have enough time for recovery and for rest. And without them, I'm not gna progress fast ): Which kinda suckkkk. It's either I slow down on triathlon, or resign from work. But I think I'd rather resign and just enjoy my holz huh! My mom thinks I shd quit since I look so tired everyday. But what I fear most is that the schl wont be able to find a relief chinese teacher fast enough. I feel that I'm accountable since I've promised to work till 21st april and it'll be rlly irresponsible if I just leave anytime I please. Please keep my in your prayers guys! That God would lead, guide and gimme wisdom!

Restful increase!

2011-03-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 1209am frixxxday

It's already past 12midnight, dang! I should be on my crib sleeeping soundly but heard news from @shajingyong that classes for next sem's out! I don't know if he meant it as an april fool's joke or what, but I shall just try to check it out soon! But I kinda doubt his words tho~ 'the boy who cried wolf' heehee. And whatever the outcome is, I'm just gna believe that God has His plans and purposes for the people He's placing in my class.

Been anticipating for friixx ever since I returned back for work on tue aft a 1day break on mon. It's been rlly exhausting teaching the nursery kids because they lose their attention span so fast! And I've to quickly think of ways to get their attention. The schl's bringing them for an excursion later on which means I don't have to teach chinese for a day! Whatta blessing! Now, I finally understood how our chinese teachers felt when everyone turns a deaf ear to them every other chinese period. It gets uberr discouraging ):

On a brighter note, I'm feeling extremely favoured and blessed by God this entire week (sms me if you're interested (-: ). Praise the Lord for His never ending goodness upon my life! Even tho at times, things may seem rather bleak, but God's still there, holding our hands, and standing by to catch us when we fall. Don't give up guys!

'When the oceans rise, and thunders roar, I will soar with You above the storms. Father You are King over the floods, I will be still, know You are God'.

2011-03-28T17:02:00.002+08:00

Break day from work c: Ever since I started working, part time again, all I ever wanted was more rest time! Getting up at 6 on a daily routine havent been easy at all. I wake up regretting not hitting d crib earlier the night before )-: I guess it's sthg all of us face huhhhh? Anyhow, teaching, in a kindergarten is not easy ): Half of me wanna leave the job asap but the other half of me is starting to feel rlly attached to the kawaii kids who never fail to brighten up my day <: Kids are such blessings, srlyz! Until they turn all rowdy and arrogant, they're uberr cute!

Last monday, we had a biathlon friendlys w Ite. It was well planned, and I thought it was good 'cause it helped us gauge our timing for the nusbiathlon (which took place on sat). I was quite pleased with my performance for the friendlys!<: Umm and it kinda motivated me to train harder for future races :)

And 2days ago, we had nus biathlon! <: I think I wasnt as freaked out for this race, as compared to friendlys. Thank God for the good company the entire day.

Even tho nus was literally on a hill and the run routes pwetty much sucked. But I'm rather glad/elated 'cause my timing actually improved from the friendlys by quite a fair bit, 2mins I think! I'm gna train rlly rlly hard from now onwards and hopefully by the end of this new semester, I'll achieve sthg for myself, for the schl and for God.

This week is gna be good 'cause I'll only be teaching chinese on tue wed thurz! Friixx, the schl's bringing the kids out for an excursion heehee so I'll just be following along, ubbberr yayy! 3 days of lessons! I can do it *.*

2011-03-18T16:55:00.002+08:00

Been slowing down, alot, on my activities this week. Tried my best to stay home as much as possible/ get home before 2am (terrible cycle the previous week!!!!). It's already friixx, the weekends are here agn! But I'm pwetty sure I'm gna feel weird 'jetlagged' when I come back from night cycling tmrw mrng! Umm... it happens annually and I kinda hate the feeling when I get up at weird hours like 9am, wondering if it's day/night. You get the drift....

Apart from that, 2 highlights for this week were:
#1: Decided to help out for isow2011! It felt weird initially 'cause I wasnt exactly close to a.gwen/breanna/sarah/amos/a.edna and all. But as the 3days (or rather 4, including the adults program...) go by, I knew I havent regretted c'ing back as a graudate of isow to help out! God really uses the lives of children to touch others! I was rlly inspired when I see the kids just joyfully dancing and praising God. Whatta blessing, esp on the last night when they showcased what they've learnt over the past 3days in isow. Uncle brendon and a.cathie still look as young as ever! Now, I can't wait for 2012 Arise, it's the 4-14 event which we'll be connecting the entire world tgt for continous kids praise and worship! 11 years, Arise, still going ever strong <:

#2: The release of our exam results! Was in the midst of checking the isow certs to make sure we've printed everyone's certs and a msg came in. I was so busy I ttlly forgotten that results sms will be sent from 11am onwards so I didnt expect that sms to be one sent from schl! Anyhow, it was a pleasant surprise to me because I've never expected to obtain such results but I know, that everything was only made possible because of God's never-failing grace and favour upon my life! So, all glory to God for sustaining me when I felt like giving up, for His wisdom, love and strength!

The past week, I can only say, that how the common saying of 'God will never shortchange us', is once again strongly proven and evident in my life. Praise God because it stands true!

A rlly eventful weekend to look forward to (-: Night cycling, ducktours w the family, steamboat w the polyclassmates, cuzzie's wedding @panpac, cheryl's burfday dnr, ryan's burfday chalet. And there's a friendly biathlon on monday! I can do it!

2011-03-13T23:16:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0119am monday

Umm so ever since holz started 2weeks ago, I've been out every single day. I can't even vividly rmb any occassions where I'm home earlier than 11pm on any time? I'm gna just stay put at home tmrw (I can do it), except for evening runs+swims, shall dnr and spend time w my family. I'm still a family girl, definately, it's just that now... with all the shops which are soooo ever irresistable to not shop in, I can't stay home just like that and allow others to buy the clothes I want, right?

The past week, I'm rlly thankful to my Daddy God for so many things and this coming week, I'm just gna continue living by His ways and allow Him to guide me again. Only then, I feel at peace everyday. Thank You Lord.

2011-03-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling absolutely free ever since thurz evening 'cause the exams are finally over and thumbsup for the 1over ++ months of break before sem2 starts ): ): Bummer. I'm luvvving my current life now, mega truckloadz of fun not having a need to think abt whether I've completed tutorials/projects/ studied for the day. It's like.... umm all carefree and I bother abt nthg except saving $$$ (loads) to shop till I drop each day.

Been living life almost like a taitai. Tho I can't afford all d gucci lv ferragamo w my own assests in the bank but personally, 4eva21/ newlook/ topshop/ marc jacobs/ accesorize/ diva/ nichii already makes me all satisfied and happy head to toe. I guess I'm not someone so so so brand conscious... as long as I look good and more importantly, feel good, I'm alr satisfied hehehe. Apart from the endless shopping spree (which I shd slow it down otherwise my savings arent gna last till the end of the holidays), I've been mtg up w my dearest friends *.* for hitea and dnr and lunch alot. Urgh rlly not a fan of spending so much moolah$$ on food~ I'd rather save and spend them on clothes!!!!!

What's extremely terrible is that, over the past 3 days ever since exams were over, I've alr been to 2buffets. So.... there's loadsza unnecessary weight I've to lose. To make matters worse, I'm actually mtg the 14 for another iscream buffet tmrw ): ): It's too... irresistible.

On a brighter note, I've been swimming and running everyday consistently so it isnt that that that bad right? Whatever, just make me feel good please. Training pwetty hard for nus biathlon now, rlly wanna achieve sthg for the triathlon team and sthg more than my usual timing. I need not be on the podium receiving the top 3 but as long as I beat my personal best, I'll be more than contented: I can do it with His help, surely.

And yayy I'm a happy girl now 'cause.......... (keep chuuu all in suspense first!!!!).

2011-02-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hahah so the whole deactivating of fb thing didnt last for more than a week! I realised how impt my presence on fb is... because the day before anisa left for perth to further her studies ): I had sooooo many people calling me (hahahaha) to ask me for my password 'cause they needed pixz w her. And like, the next mrng when I woke up, I had so many sms-es/miss calls megalolz abt why I deactivated it. Umm not that I'm still an active fb user, I only logged into it like twice a week? Fb is no longer as interesting as before right @xhysteric and @vanthewee! We could like use fb for hours in the past pleaseeeee.

So anisa's alr in perth and I must say, she's a rlly strong and brave girl! She didnt tear infront of us when she left (even tho she may be crumping deep inside but she hadnt showed it). I love sg so much, I don't think I'll ever leave sg to further my studies even if I've no choice ): ): I can never leave everything behind, too attached you everyone.

Yes, and I definately can't wait till thurz, 3rd march! It marks the end of end semester tests!!! I can't wait to work in udders (w @chanrfc) and back in wildwildwet as a lifeguard again! Apart from the whole, getting tanned and black fact, I actually do love my work quite alot! <: Also, am kinda anticipating for exams to end 'cause..... sigh (I shall not share first...) anw I'm not hoping much for it. I don't wanna have high hopes and end up disappointing myself. I kinda visualise it as impossible ): I know I'm not supposed to be feeling this way but I.... rlly cant help it! Bummer.

I'm purfectlllyyy fine, no worries guys! Tho it does sound a little sad, hehehe but wookay, with gr8 gr8 friends like @vanthewee and @tingztingz, I rlly cant ask for more!

2011-02-16T23:40:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0103am thursday

Few weeks ago, had terrible baking mood and thus decided to make rainbow cupcakes for matt before he enlists into the army. Somehow, rainbows seemed to be the only most meaningful thing I could give 'cause it reminds me, and everyone who believes in the Bible of course, of God's never failing promises. Rainbows always reminds me of the beeyotiful story of Noah's ark found in the Bible and of course, the hillsongz kids rainbow song lyrics: the rainbows in the skies to show God's promises are true. So reassuring when I'm faced with times of anxieties, worries, stress.

I've reach saturation point again. A point where if I don't trust in God, I'll never have the strength to carry on. My faith in God has been rather unstable these few months. I don't feel boastful of it at all. The only reason I've decided to put it here (despite being ashame of it) is so that you guys could keep me in prayer (prayer point #1). The exams are c'ing, and I'm glad I feel at peace. Less stress than before, and it could only be the work of my heavenly Daddy, rlly. It is His strength, His grace, that keeps me sane. Initially I was really struggling to keep up with the timetable I've set for myself, but now, with God's help, everything's so so so much easier. I hardly even murmur.

I've just deactivated facebook. So much's been happening and I just need a break from this world. Been reading up alot abt God's will in my life, and I really want to align my life according to God's will. I'm trying hard (prayer point #2). All of my ambitions, hopes and plans, I surrender these, into Your hands. It's not because I'm currently in the valleys point in life (down times) so I'm turning to God. It's been my desire all these while but sigh, it's rlly never easy. I'm gng to give it a shot, again.

Really thankful for tingtingzzz (you zeee best!!!!), @xhysteric and gabb for everything the past 2 days. Always believing that #IJFriendsAreFriendsForLife, and not just that, I'm sure God has blessed me with gr8 churchfriends to help me go thru times like these as well. And last but not least, I must admit that initially when I first came to poly, I really hated my poly friends, I felt like I'll never have close friends like I did in IJ. When I finally let go of the past, I realised that my poly friends are a really fun bunch. And now, we're left with 1 day tgt as a class before we change class next semester. How awful the feeling ):

This post seem so so down but no, it isnt meant to be. I'm actually uberr glad that I've gr8 friends from church, IJ, and poly *.* To make things better, I've a God, that knows me name. How blessed I am!

2011-02-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

I feel rlly rlly blessed this cny <: It wasnt 'cause of the steep increase in angpowss $$$ I've collected, but rather, the gr8 company God had blessed with me. I'm so thankful for my family :) Being able to spend the past couple of days with them visiting my relatives, making trips to the hospital to visit granduncle, made me happy alr~ sucha simple girl heeehee. I guess it's only during such breaks where we get to spend loadza quality time tgt, I like :) Also, the churchfriends and polyfriends, ummm you guys were a fun bunch to spark up my cny too!!!! Thanks guys <: It was good time just popping by each other's hse and then sitting ard, playing deal tgt.

Day 1, total family visitation <: The 3 bestzzz cuzzies 4eva! And jacynth ttlly made my night 'cause a.jaya brought her over to bai nian <: Heehee, coolest indians ever! *.*

Day 2: Family visitations + visit mum's bestfr = mother of alllllyyy!!! + church visitations!

Day 3: Poly friends visitations + celebrate jy's actual 18!!!! <: Yumzyumz. Om nom nom.

Day 4: Churchhhhfriends!

Isnt jacynth just veh veh adorable! Wanna pinch her cheeks everytime I see her. Umm and to make my sunday bettter, I gotta see @vanthewee at parkway. Rlly a joy bringer that girl :) Zac wanted to come find me with shaune but he had to rush off for church so ): ): booooooo. Didnt get to see shaune! He's rlly super cute and funnneh~

Wookay, starting tmrw, it's time to get serious 'cause end semester tests are coming in 3 weeks? I can't afford to drop my gpa 'cause it's alr quite sucky in the cohort ): Daddy God, You are there.

2011-01-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0107am tuesday

On saturday evening, we had a 14 indoor picnic for anisa 'cause she's alr leaving sg so so soon. I cant put into words how much fun we had, just gobbling down our food and then lazing ard, catching up amongst ourselves but rlly, just all these simple time spent with you guys, can keep me smiling all day. You guys are such gemz and life after IJ wont be possible without all your constant encouraging words, hugs and kisses <:

Umm can't wait for tuez to be over (last day of schl for this weeek!!!!). Only found 1 cny dress so farrr and I'm heading to town aft schl to get another 2 more outfits!!!! Oh pleaseee >: Shopped my entire sunday away but still failllllll. Sian. If I don't see any pwettty dresses tmrw, I'll prob get the nafnaf one~but it's black ): ): The outfit I've alr gotten is black too. I'm sucha problematic kid when it comes to clothes, srlyz. Btw, I don't exactly feel the cny mood this year?

2011-01-28T23:34:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0243am saturday

Umm been watching loadza gg (online) + sisterhood of the travellin pants been showing on hbo. Blake lively is definately 1 of the few pretty girls w an absolute unique style of dressing. And not just that, she carries off every.single.kinda.outfit. so uberrrr well ): ): I've yet to go for my cny shopping due to the never-ending workload~ rlly hope I'll get to do so this sunday 'cause cny is alr c'ing(thinking of getting a similar cutting as hers but I'm just scared it'll make me look old)!!!!! Havent had time to get a new piece of chongsum for this year and ++ I've not yet stepped in to chinatown yet ): Feeels rlly weird 'cause it's a must go place for my family. Anw, I don't exactly feel the cny vibe coming off soooo maybe that explains why I'm not so so so eggcited abt getting new clothes!

So we're done w our orhbeh presentation and financial acctng2 test. Umm we've worked rlly hard for ob I must say, goodjob guys!!!! Havent had time to revise for fa2 test till like few hours before the paper? I was so so so worried that I just suddenly sense a strong urge telling me to stop practicing and just communicate w my Daddy God. I was thinking, 'Lord, I only have 3hrs left, are you serious?!??!!'. But I just obeyed anw, and immediately aft saying my prayer and just spending time looking unto Him, I felt at peace. That feeling can never be described till you experience it for yourself :) My 3hrs which initially was so so so crucial felt like it was multiplied to 6hrs or sthg. Hahahhaa. Thank You Lord.

Well, so this week has been a huge rollercoaster ride of emotions esp today ): ): Stupid ___. Continue keeping me in prayer <: Thanks folks!

2011-01-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 1230am wedznesday

So... during the past couple of days, loadza thoughts been running thru my mind. Thoughts about schl, about r/s, about my faith in God, about changes.... But despite all these worries and anxieties, I'm rlly glad I still feel at peace at the end of the day. Thank You Daddy God for sustaining me thru it all. You've been faithful and I know, that You, will always be the same. And that Your love will never change.

I'm starting to feel the pressure pushing me to perform well for final sem test. Being placed in an extremely compeitive class, I tend to lose out alot because my foundations since sec schl wasnt exactly strong? The only reason I perform generally better than others was because of God. Rlly, if not for Him and His grace.... I don't know where I'd be today. I know God has placed me in this course, this class for a purpose because without His help, I definately wouldnt be able to do accounting and finance. This bunch of competitive kids are here to motivate me to work harder anw. Of course I wish my name would appear on the dhl hahahhha but I know that's not possible given the amount of effort I'm putting onto my schlwork. I'm rather satisfied with how I'm dng now so I don't wanna ask for more.

Gna just commit this entire taxing week to my Daddy God for I know He cares for me <: <:

2011-01-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

Been hanging out w the poly classmates alot these days. Sighh I rlly don't wanna split next sem ): get new classmates all over agn (and start the whole make-friends-cycle) because I must say, this bunch of girlzzz and boys are rlly, God blessed. In the past few weeks, we've celebrated zaccc's 18 at his place~a surprise partea which we liased tgt w his family + theo's 18 at marina country club chargrillz bbq food + headed down to timbre last night for some chillax timeeee and this tuez, we'll be celebrating eugene's 21st!!!!

Other than all the fun talk, my voice has been rlly sexy the past 1week. And I'm dng nthg abt it ): ): indulging in loadza heaty and fried food hehehe hoping that the chinese proverb= yi du gong du will srlyz work on me all over again. Umm... and praise God, 'cause our grp have alr submitted ob proj yayyy! We're left w econs and statz tho~ siannn.

This cing week is gna be tough w all the submissions, all the tutorials and tests but I can do all things thru Christ the Lord that gimme strength. I like quoting this verse 'cause it just assures me that God is there, and will always be <: Have a great weekend guys! I'm gna start on my statz tutorial nnnaaooo (tho I hardly understood what the lecturer was talking abt but... I'll try my best!).

2011-01-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

You can stop believing in HIM. But HE'LL never stop loving you. How deep how wide how great is HIS love <:

Came across this beautiful sentence whilst dng my daily devotion and it got me thinking how vast is HIS love for us. How it's so true because that is indeed happening almost anywhere. Thank God for HIS never ending showers of love and blessings upon HIS children <:

Got back all my midsem tests papers by tuez and yayy, am glad with how I've performed :) :) Definately has gotta be by HIS strength, not mine. Felt terrible in schl ytd, freezing even tho I was equipped with a fleece cotton pullover ): Came home in the evening and realised I've been hit by the fever/throat infection virus ): ): Been a rlly long time my temperature rose up to almost 40degrees thus I went to see the doc immediately. God is my Healer. Had 2 courses of medication and am back in tip-top condition for schl today. Thanks to all the prayer warriors! My polyfriends were such sweetie piez. Their tweets were so so sweet, luv you guys <:

2011-01-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

This week passed on so quickly. It felt like it was just 3 days or sthg (I actually forsee this week would pass incredibly fun). Anw, umm the start of 2011 has been gr8 so far, except for 1 particular r/s that has crashedandburnedxx (@sherrynleong and I are bickering over the smallest stuff). But I'm sure we'll be fine soon.

Had 14's dnr this evening to celebrate anisa's19. We're soooo old now!!! ): I still rmb staying over at her place last year, catching gossip girl the entire night then fitting into her room to paint our nailz hehehehe (such girlie stuff I like). And now, in the blink of an eye, we're alr 19, goshhhh. We had a good catch up all tgt. I love 14's gathering all the time 'cause we never fail to make each other's night <:

Umm... did open hse duty the past 2 days and it wasnt that bad with shaune and zacc's company. I only rmb giggling over how gay zaccc is, boping unnecessarily to the rhythm of several music whilst the 913's dj were mixing. Time flew by rather quickly then and yayyy tmrw, we'll be celebrating zaccc's burfday hehehehehe can't wait actually. We're all gna knock him down hard.

2011-01-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0107am wednesday

Was contemplating the past few days if I shd delete my blog post published on 2ndjan (i think?) re: bringing 2010 to a closure. Tho many have alr read it (via google stats check hehehehe thanks cally for teaching me how to see who reads my blog!!!), but ummm^^ those people are just the blessed ones I guess. I've decided to keep it personal and have alr jotted whatever I've typed out onto my chiioo pink polkadotted book bought for jotting down God's oh-so-evident goodness in my life.

Schl has alr started. We're currently gng into day 3. So far so good. Coping well with proj/ tutorials at the moment. Sian, we've only gotten back fa2 results ): ): bus stats +econs+ orbeh will only be given back next weeeeekkk. I'm kinda anticipating to see how much I scored 'cause I put in double the effort as compared to last sem!!!! Am satisfied with my fa2 results, rllly :) :) Thank God for His goodness, because I could not have done all these on my own.

This c'ing weekend is freaking packed ttm!!!! 3parteas + 1 dinner (for the worship team 2010). Besides gng broke in the pocket, I'm also growing sideways. I feeel so fat. Yayy to resuming my running +swimming routine today aft taking a 1++week break due to camp and stufff. Feeling shiiioookk now~ luvvv night runs xinifinity <:

2010-12-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 1256am tuez.

I should be heading to bed soon 'cause the next few days in camp (till sat mrng) is gna be nothing, nothing but hxc tiring. We should be getting all physically/mentally tired^^ it happens during ALL youth camps. Moreover, the camp overseaseer this camp is an OBS instructor megalolz. But I'm not complaining because I know church camps are always always rlly fun and memorable ++ I know God has good things instored for us this camp.

Have been having sucha awsm time tgt with everyone esle (luvvv my family/ churchiez/ 14/ polyfriends truckloads *.*) ever since holz started last last friiiixx after the last paper <: Yayyy but the next few days will be time with my churchiez + Daddy God. I guess I was rlly sad initially when the camp date was released. 28-1jan?!?!! But then again, what's better than giving my time to God, away from my friends? I'll stop whining. We'll never know what God has instored.

Ytd after service, zion josh glend joses sleong and I headed over to suntec for astons!!!! I srlyz luvvv the new church location so so much 'cause we're sooo near everywhere fun as compared to the simei's location :) :) We reached suntec in like... 20mins? Shiiiookk. Then we decided to head for 2nd service in new creation church 'cause we wanted to hear the worship songs and at the same time hear their worship dynamics and be more inspired. Then I realised, I rlly love the church I belong to. Tho we may not be as huge as new creation, we may not have numerous services, but we're all so close and bonded. Yes, there are pros and cons but I like how we interact and know each other. I'm sure people from big churches do not get to enjoy such a comfortable and warm feeling. They go for services and only recognises their cell grp members. Umm I feel blessed being where I am altho sometimes I wish our church have more moolah $$$ but at the end of the day, its the heart, its our heart, that rlly matters to Him. Thanks @zachkan for chopeing seats for my friends and I!!!!

I spent my night today with the 14. I love Christmas with the 14. I like how we walk down town just talking and talking and taking pictures and do more talking. We returned back to dan ryan's for dnr hehehe~ we couldnt exactly think of a new place 'cause I think.... we've been to almost everywhere alr! 14 rockkkzzz. Today will be the last time I see them in 2010 ): Bummer. Love you guys <: <: Camp laterrrr. Eggcited.

2010-12-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 0147am sun
Blessed Birthday Baby Jesus. Christmas = Christ Means Assurance of Salvation.

This Christmas xx has been a rlly memorable one. I guess as you grow older, you meet new people, you get exposed to new stuff, you have a car to drive you ard so you can hang out l8 all night (rlly luv my churchmates for often giving us a lift, thank God for such friends who are willing to do sucha service).

Had a Christmas gathering/stayover over at @zach's place on thurz night. It was rlllllyy fun. I would be lying if I say it was ttlly boring 'cause partea-ing with this grp of classmates was all hilarious and fun. Thanks guys for everything. I don't wanna split next semester ): ):

The gurlz are soooo awsm 'cause we actually cooked for the guyz. Grocery shopping w the guys in giant was sooo rubbish!!!!! :@ They're damn nonsense, they pick up any food expecting us to know how to whip them up :/

But rlly, all in all, it was a fantabulous night. Memorable, indeed.

Yayyy and on christmas eve night, I spent it with my family which was sthg that kept me smiling all night because my parents are the most lovable and qt3.142 people everrr. Love them to bitz. We spent the entire night till midnight.... in the Airport to avoid the city area/town^^ traffic arent too attractive no matter how pwetty the decorations in town are. Hahhaa. We wanted to have swensens ice cream but the queue was 1234 abcd long thus we settled in mc cafe ): ): and shopped ard at the newly featured blogshops there!!! Even tho we didnt get to have swensens, still, simple times like these, I likeeeee *.*

Then on Christmas afternoon, it was good times with the churchiez. They're sucha lovely bunch of people, rlly. We were all so glamoured up, dressed according to the theme, fun time with fun gang.

Met up w the polyfriends in the night for dnr. We had nyny before heading over to two fat men for drinks. Look at the guys = zaccc theo shaune, their faces are terribly red!!!!!!!!! The gurlz were sooo good, we didnt drink :) I only had a sip of shaune's drink^^that's all. Zacccc's breath stinks aft the drink ): terribly.

Oh welllz, it's getting l8, time to hit the crib. Goodnight guys xx. Had a rlly fantabulous Christmas. Blessed Boxing day!!! Gna open my presents tmrw night yayyy <:

2010-12-22T23:23:00.002+08:00

Christina UBF *.* Thanks for always, always being there for me when I was at my lowest point in life and being all cheerio happy for me when things turned out well. 10++ years of friendship and still counting <: I love you babe. Rmb, you can t-t-t-text me anytime babe, anytime.

2010-12-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 0106am thurxxz.

Whilst waiting for my nailz to dry up, I thought I shd blog cause typing on the laptop causes some wind movement(?) which shd speed up the drying process (hahahha my theory) but its quite true right? Besides... I wouldnt be damaging them 'cause they're properly straighten out with minimum chances of them to crashxxzzandburnnnxxxx.

So this week has been an incredibly awsm week whereby I gotta spend extra quality time with my cuzzies/ gramps/ mum/ sis/ poly friends and when this week ends, there will be church friends included into the list as well. (14's dnr = next mon!!!!!) Soph&kenny's 2nd year wedding anni was on monday and kenny had booked a room to celebrate the occassion thus invited our family over to hangout as well. They're rlly the cutest youth couple I've ever seen <: <: Luv you 2 so so much. Thanks for all the blessings you've given us :)

I wouldnt say mbs' rooms were fantastic, reason being, I lived in service apartments almost all the time I travel overseas (even during prom... mum booked a 5room s.a for the 14!!!). Tho its not on par to put them both next to each other to compare but aiyyerrr even so, mbs' rooms are only average ratings. Hehehe. But the skypark's view, the infinity pool, it's definately a trade off. The view was almost magnificent. Shiok. Love the pool.

Tuesday was a terrible terrible day because it was proj day ): ): The poly classmates and I had lunch in ikea (1/2priced meatballz on tuezz!!!) before heading over to my hse to get work done. I can't believe sihui and eugene sat down for almost 6++hrs non stop just to complete the fa2 proj. IT WAS SOOO FRUSTRATING EVEN THO I ONLY DID THE SALES JOURNAL + TRIAL BALANCE. Rlly h8 it. I'm definately not gna be an accountant ): Soooo tedious. We only call it a day close to 10pm, head for dnr and deserts tgt till 12plus!

And I ttlly love my wedz because it was shopping day tgt w mumlove <: I like it when we spend time tgt, just walking ard sg, talking and laughing over the smallest possible joke. She's the bestz mother I'd ever want, ever need. Thank God for her rlly. Thanks mummy for everything today. Shopping trips with you are always so so so fulfilling. I can't ask for more. Went over to ubf's place to surprise her with her burfday card *.* Hehehehe. I love you bestfr, blessed20th.

Definately definately looking forward to my thurz because it's the start of my 1st christmas partea this year and my last christmaspartea this year = 28dec. Every single day I've 1. Terrible. But it'll be alllll fun. I know. Sigh I hope my nails bear with me even as I attend swim trng tmrw ): ): Please dont chip off or I'll be rllllllyyyy devastated!

2010-12-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0204am Monday

It's alr 0204am and I'm not feeling the least bit tired at all. This is terrible because it means = my body clock is alr immuned to the hiiixx-its-holz-lets-sleep-late-routine. Oh dearrrrr ): now I'm gna have a hard time switching back to the schl clock. Thank God youthcamp 2010 is just before watchnight (28-31 dec) which also means we shouldnt be having such improper sleepinghours <: Hopefully by then, my sleeping clock will work sthg out.

We had 3surprises this weekend 8) One for kenny one for charmian and another for christina ubf! They're alll soooo old now hehehehe ^^kenny's one was sports attire since he's an outwardbound instructor, everyone wore sports shoes + pe attire, charmian's one was schl uniform since she's a teacher and christina luvvvvsszz black thus we all dressed in black today!

This coming week is gng to be fun!!!!! *.* Alr getting eggcited! My schedule is alr fully booked till 31st dec, gosh! ++ I rlly wanna work on thurz + next monday ohhhhpleaseeee. In serious need of cash$$ for some major retail therapy.

2010-12-18T14:08:00.002+08:00

It feels good, rlly, to know that the semestral examinations are over and it's the awsm holz right now <: Ytd aft our last paper, we were all sooooo happy head to toe despite how we might have made some careless mistakes here and there. Nobody rlly cares anymore 'cause c'on... it's time to partea yoxxzz!!!!! Headed down to vivo with the classmates (jy theodore zac eugene sihui alyssa and myself) for some shiokkkkk ttm shopping therapy. It felt so good 'cause the entire last week whilst studying~ the only thing I'd have spent on was drinks + cakes in coffeebean so yayyy shoppping was like not that bad with a little more extra moolah $$$$.

I ought to work soon 'cause my atm is depleting rlly badly. Crossing fingers that I'll get a slot this week to workkkkk~. So many part time lifeguards now + it's the holz, everybody wanna work ): ): Umm other than that, I think I'm still the same old kinda shopper who take a rlly long time trying + deciding. Sryyyy guys for waiting but urgh it just felt so good shopping. I bought my christmas dress alr^^ cant wait to use it. Heeheeehee.

From vivo to dhobby to rocher to bugis. I guess the best part was the chilling at laselle with our cold tauhuay 'cause aft walking for almost 8 hours non stop, we finally sat downn (excluding the rapaunzel time). The show's too good~ even the guys love it *.* Luvvvv her voice xinfinity~ too kiao alr!

2010-12-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

My God is able.

He is mighty.

He is faithful.

So supposedly, this is one of my toughest week this month because we're having termtests and the whole accumulative grades thing gives me no chance to cut slack or esle my gpa will be rlly chui ): Thurs is cing pwetty soon and in no time.... friixx will be here = marks the end of termtests and hiiiiiixx to partea-ing (truckloads of christmas partea + new years' yayyy! I'm rlly looking forward to ALL of them, close friends or not <: And I think the most enjoyable ones will be those randomly planned ones^^ ttlly rmbed last year, just 3hrs before countdown we rang everyone to come over my place!!!!).

In the midst of my last minute preparation for accounting2 now and I feel umm.... unprepared to sit for this paper particularly 'cause I know ms goh's standards are extremely high ++ her papers are n.e.v.e.r easy. I'm gna sleep by 1am hopefully. Sigh. I thought orhbe was the worst paper I'll be sitting for this sem but siannzor~ nthg can ever ever ever beat acctng2 'cause it's rlly tedious revising for this subject ): ):

I know at this point of time you guys must be thinking I'm stress. Well, you're right. I'm almost mentally tired but I know my big Daddy is right next to me. Tho I can't feel Him literally holding my hands but all the bible verses, all the songs on my ipod playlist, they reassure me, always. I know I'll be able to get thru this week well (2more days only!!!), I can, only with His strength. Once again, my God is able. He is mighty. He is faithful.

2010-12-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

Kudos to meee hehehe for completing the 21k tho it was worse than our targetted timing (soph asschan and I) but I guess it's because we always train in d night + they made us run thru a carpark with no proper ventilation. I nearly hyperventilated ): Other than that, it could be 'cause I suck at the mental game ): ): Boooo ttm. I've internal + external locus of control^^ that makes me equal. Hahahhaa.

Now I'm more or less sure of what races I'll be dng next yearrrr but we'll see. I might make some slight changes <: I better hit the crib soon~ thinking of swimming in the mrng if I could wake up and my body is fully recovered. My legs aint aching but I've blisters on my sole siannnn.

2010-12-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

This week flew by extremely quickly!!! On mon, I was just telling sab how soon december is cing and before I know, it's alr like dec 4th today. Woahh. And in another blink of an eye, 2011 will be here and we'll be having watchnight service and what's not (eggcited).

Sooooo the 14 came tgt on friixx (ytd) to celebrate eunice's 18th birthday. Yayy... she's the last one in the 14 to turn 18 hehehe, finally we're all legal *not that I club or wtv but yeah... you get the drift..... (I hope). Whoops, I just rmb that her birthday's on tue so technically, she's not yet 18.

Then rushed back to pasir ris for another 2suprise birthday for matt21st and sleong17. It was quite screwed 'cause I went to tweet 'onw to suprise @chanrfc's bro + my sis' and I forgot that she has twittter hahahahha!!!!!!!

So matt's officially 21 hehehe and sleong will be turning 17 the same day as eunice! <: I can't wait for family dnr^^ luvvvv family dnr 'cause the food we eat is always yummy wammy. I'm getting rushed by my mum + glad to bed every 5mins or 4.132mins to be exact 'cause I've to get up at 330am for the 21k. I feeel quite prepared but I'm just scared of the.... slopes that goes up and down in sentosa. I cant recover fast after slopes ): ): Gabbbb~ run with us from hokkaido uhuhuhuhuh. You can go do the threadmill.

2010-12-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0148am thurz

Whilst waiting for my hair to dry. I've decided to settle down my laptop on the dining table and do what m' best at. I know right..... Well, but initially, my plans were to complete at least the fa2 tutorial so I'll have lesser work to do tmrw. Then I figured out that I'm too tired, absolutely drained out to look at numbers continuously for a minimum of 45mins. I'll prob nod off in bed at a way faster rate.

Anw this evening, we received a mail all the way from uk from our aunt and shelly. I kinda miss them but but but dad says we'll be gng over soon 8) yayy I hope we're there in winter 'cause they lives in towns = v homely feeling. I just want to see manchester + liverpool. Hehehhee. Umm so I guess the dora running club is gng all strong <: And earlier on, during our run, we decided that we'll make a running club asics singlet hehehe so it'll be a form of outreach. Interesting.

We should be more or less prepared for the 21km. I just hope we complete it in time to attend service ): ): Public speaking presentatn later onnn and I've still yet to decide whether or not to wear the grad gown (soph's nus oneeeeee) or the IJ councilor uniform. I like both truckloadzzz. And the feeling is just.... superrr sian when you can't decide ): Bummer.

Btw, anyone who has a waterproof camera and don't mind lending my friends and I on sunday, 5dec, please beep me on my cellphone 'cause for our race route, we'll be running thru uss, kenny don't mind running a little faster to take pictures for us with the mascotttts and I'm sure we could all take turns to help one another :) Not like we're clocking our personal best timings or whatsoever. It's alll for the fun factor <: BEEP ME PLEASE.

2010-11-30T23:05:00.003+08:00

Yayy I'm a rlly happy girl now 'cause @sherrynleong (meimei) and I finally found our silly bandz in town!!!!! She was googling them the entire afternoon and found a supplier which has the barbie + toystory + dora + every other cute characters stocks..... but he was selling them at a rather unreasonable price? And the princess ones (which we rllly fell in luvvv w...) costs ard 80$ aft shipping to sg for just 20 pieces!!!! Ttllly gna rob our money $$$$ if we order it thus the moment sleong received news that silly bandz could be found somewhere esle at a cheaper cost, we left the hse 2mins after I stepped home from despite the heavy rainpour~ so freaking happy we digged the pile and found the princess + glowsports + glowanimals + beach designs!!!! m' obsessed w silly bandz for noooowwww. Wootwoot^^

Hehehehe so this makes me a rlly happy girl for the day. m' gna give ass chan the softball bat one since she's in softball -_- duhhhh. <: Umm so glad schl's in the noon tmrw = I can wake up for a mini biathlon, awsm. Other than that, my life's been pwetty much mundane. And I wish I could meet @cally ng one day, soon, so we could runnnnn tgt 'cause it's been 2 years I think... since our running date was supposed to take place. Oh yes, have a jolly good fun in japan joses +josh + gabb yip.

2010-11-28T23:27:00.004+08:00

Bummer. Had sucha awsm weekend but.... it's alr ending sooo soon ): This cing week would be nothing more than just... cooping myself in my pink bedroom~ studying studying and more studying. Reason being, now that every grade for every test is accumulative to derive my final gpa, I can't slack a single bit. Sian ttm. But still, m' gna be running/ swimming as per normal 'cause hehehe it's part of keeping fit + trng I guess? 21k is in less than 7 days now megalolz. I hope we run fast and make it in time for church or the adults wont be too happy that we're picking races over church ):

Gna be running at least 15k with the dora running club tmrw night. Whoops, does that means I can't do my biathlon tmrw mrng before lecture? Ummm. Also, I definately can't wait to get my christmas dress (the thought of it makes me rlly happy head to toe^^). I was thinking of buying off some blogshop since it looked pwetty presentable enough for the glamourup youth partea in church~ it's rlly cool 'cause it can be worn in 3ways... so versatile. Then I decided I shd just spend a little more and get a much nicer one from common shops like f21 or sthg (since I'll be able to try them on + pay a little more only = I feel more safe). Hehehee. Can't wait at all. Yum yum yum.

2010-11-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 1213am sunday

I had sucha eventful and absolutely fun week. Dnring with my poly classmates on mon was soooooo hilarious, I could train up my abs (goodness, eugene zac ophelia sihui alyssa theodore jy took freaking 1 hr to decide on where to eat 'cause I consistently threw in ridiculous places like changi v/ chomps/ jlnkayu). Aft 1 hr.... we finally settled in carlzjnr tamp1 hehehe and sat there till 10, talking and talking and more talking the entire night <: See, told ya I've came into acceptance how awsm my polyfriends are, tho it took me rlly long to realise this but thank God for them anw. Sure makes life more bearable, and eggciting.

On tue^^ we hung out again at gelere ehub 'cause we were all craving icecream. Hehehe and the pasir ris people won the bet so we got to choose ehub instead of udders at siglap area. We're ownage team~~

Everyday was rlly fun.... and tiring. I've lack of words to describe my day but come friiiixx was what I was looking forward to. Thanks @jsyxx and @nadiakoh for passing me all the stuff I'd need this coming week :) Love you 2. Met gabb at the tp track and caught a lift from him to get over to rp to meet @vanthewee cutie girl. Loveeee her. She never fails to make me laugh. I'm so glad both of us have SO MUCH in common. From falling in luvvvv with identical clothes to shoes to accesories to wallets to bags to DIARIES. And that was why we met up 'cause last week I was raki-ing over which diaries we shd get but because they were alll toooooo naiiseee I couldnt decide ): Thus we met up and think tgt! I CANT WAIT TO USE IT VANNNNN <:

The weekends was good but I'm sure my sunday will be better. I love you @sherrynleong. Tho you're always so nwwagghhttyy but no matter what, I'll be at your side 'cause ohana~nobody gets left behind. I feeel injustice for you sister ):

2010-11-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

I was supposed to post an upd8 using my bb last night but I accidentally pressed the backspace button too many times so everything got wiped out!!!! :@ and I was too sian to type it all over again ): Anw my entire week was an extremely busy one 'cause I cramped loadsza selftrng run+swim sessions before/aft schl + there were loads of work to be completed.

I guess the most significant day was on friixx cause schl was from 9-11 only so yayyy went for a swim and met the parents for lunch at the airport. I was rlly glad I could spend time w them 'cause ever since schl started... I only had lunch once with them ): Umm and afterwhich I gotta meet the classsmates for a movie + dnr. I had fun (except for the part where they were rlly vulgar... terrible man srlyz). I guess I've finally got to put aside my mentality/past experiences abt IJ and came to an acceptance that my poly friends are God given ones as well and they're equally as fun just that when all the girls unite.... it's a more eggciting time tgt. I mean, IJ will always be in my heart *.* but I've to let go some parts of it....

Yayy so I'll be heading back to schl in less than 12hrs time. I wanna run + swim before schl later tho I shd be recovering from the 10k run this mrng. Runforhope was quite a messy run so gabb sarah soph and I started running before the actual flag off since there wasnt any timing chip or whatsoever. We're just running for a good cause.... Umm and the road marshals were all tp students so every 10sec I've to give a wave~ felt like a MP. Hahhahaa.

Great weekend 8) looking forward to the next.

2010-11-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 0129am sunday

Celeste is still my #1 cutest girl ever on kids list!!!! I know m' a little obsessed over her but I'm pwetty sure those of you who pop by buttonsup- quite often havent got bored of her face yet rightttttt. Hehehehe. Anw.... it's definately way better than seeing my face up there <:

I'm supposed to be feeling rlly tired right now given the fact that I got up at 615 to go for a family tour ard the sg farms (mummy's company's family day again). I guess it was rather interesting (except for the nature reserve where we had to walk 1 entire loop before getting on the tour coach and leaving for more interesting farms!!!). But we spotted a rlllllly huge monitor lizard (1.6m long!!!!!) that ttlly freaked me out 'cause I had goosebumps the entire time I

was in the hut ): ): I was so scared a smaller one would be above me ): ): Philippines alr gave me a more than enough lizards/rats experience... I don't need more eeyer yucks! Ps, pixz are up on fb (K).

As for me, the highlight of the day was definately the lunch over at gardenasia^^ petals and leaves cafe. Hehehe the food is rlly not bad ++ luvvv the strawberry drink so much. A decent meal/pax is abt 30$ but it's quite afforable 'cause you get a pwetty nice ambience and breeze <: We went to many different farms covering all the agricultural stuff which kinda revive those primary schl days where we visited this places for excursions and stuffz. Mummy's gna start gardening yayyy luv the greens, makes me feel relax!!!

We brought back 4 plants and they're growing now, 2 of which requires alot of sunlight for max.growth. I'm quite inspired to pick up flower arrgmt courses during the holz (if I've the time)!

I went shopping aft youth today 'cause it rained~again so I couldnt swim. And I can't shop for the next 2weeks 'cause I bought 2 pairs of denium jeans in less than 45mins from topsh and nlook. So terrrible but I've this rlly rlly overrated fetish for jeans + accesories (rings/ bracelets/ earrings!!!!/ belts). They're all so pwettty and versatile :) I luvvv to keep them. Gotta go ikea soon, wanna get a chillout table for the living hall and fill the place with cushions (and if possible, a small potted flower!!!) ^^I'm ttlly mad abt flowers ever since the tour in the afternoon!!! Flowers galore srlyz.

Umm I'm currently waiting for the fb videos to load and I had to convert the files to the newer versions 'cause these videos were taken in like 2005 during our easter concert hohohoho, everyone ttlly gotta check out the videos to see how cool we looked years back with the most awsm/cool hairstyles in the world!!!! Have a gr8 sunday... I think I'll probably spend mine at home sleeping aft service megalolz (gotta catch up on my sleep). Hehehe.

2010-11-12T23:35:00.003+08:00

Whatta cutie 3.142 ttlly!!! Soooo adorable and I never get sick of looking at your pixz gabb took!!! Heheh no one can deny she's rlly cute even tho she smiles in all sort of eyes movements!!!! Sigh I've 2bus stats tutorial to complete by tonight ): ): And the acctng proj is due on mon 8) acctng proj sucks 'cause the entire process is soooo tedious. I can't believe we gotta do this whole a/c for a fictitious company... and in real life, all these are computerised but we're dng things the hard way now ): major waste of time. Bummer.

But to make my weekends sound more eggcited! We're gng for a family tour ard sg tmrw oh-how-fun-can-it-get megalolz. I guess the part I can't comprehend is the... meeting at the airport at 745am. My sleep ): Anw my friixx night was pwetty awsm with the ttlly ownage/zaiiiii cooking soup family! Goodness laughing the entire night non stop for 4hrs is rlly tiring 'cause by the time gabb drove us home.... I was literally left with 0energy.

2010-11-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hiiiii im so sick and tired of working on the never ending tutorials thus I've decided to take a rlly short break hehehe. Ps, thanks beatie for lending me your macro and bus stats to mark my answers. Yayy I'm gna start on acctng soon and I didnt quite catch what ms goh was saying during lec 'cause 1/2 of me was trying hard to not slant my body position to the side with a freaking terrible perspiration smell and the other... to stay awake 'cause.... the antibotics is knocking hard on me!!!! ):

Umm last night, the youths gathered over at dora's place for a surprise for her <: Blessed birthday soph!!! I hope you liked how everyone (yes for once) bothered to do some dora-ish for a birthday theme!!!! The other times when I got everyone to dress up in watermelon/candy themes, not everyone bothered!!! Tskk too much!!!

Hahha so I self drew that pathetic dora and pinned it on my tee yesterday and turned out, EVERY SINGLE GIRL DID THAT heheheh (and the guys too!) Below were the coolio girls~~ check fb for my pixz.

So blessed birthday soph 8) I love you, thanks for being sucha coolio godma *.* And mum was the one that planned everything last night btw hehehe. I did nothing but sms-ed everyone.

I miss celeste so much <: tho so many days has past but I still find her a rlly adorable child hehehe. I can't stand it ): I hope she's old enough to attend the next gel kidz and m' definately gna help out in the graduation ceremony next year despite how tiring it is aft everything (it's like taking care and entertaining the kids non stop!!!!)... I wanna seee celeste heheh and by then, she'll be in nursery!!!! Yayyy.

Sigh time flies when you're having so much fun online. It's time to hit the pile of books on the table again. Thursday is always fun *.* 'cause there's public speaking and we do nothing but just.... talk and talk more for 1.5hrs then leave schl for home (ash is coming to tp from sp to have lunch with the lifeguards colleagues!!!). And what's better is... there's BS tmmrw night bravo. Not exactly looking forward to friixx in schl tho^^ extremely long day but will be mtg the IJ girls for lunch so thumbs up (Y).

2010-11-08T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hiiii all, I'm so free to be here online 'cause I'm given 3days mc (which lasts me till wed). I think I feel more sad than happy 'cause I'll be missing out on schl work and I'm rlly afraid I wont be able to catch up in time with all the proj coming in ): Sighh.

My sunday was kinda fulfilling but RLLY RLLY TIRING. The youths helped out in a.lily's kindergarten graduation ceremony at s'pore conference hall for both the afternoon and night session. And the kids were awsmly cute ttm. Hehehee. My fav kid of the day was celeste from the pre nursery class :) :) She's so small and her hair's sooooooo cute!!!!

The girl above is denise and vela respectively <: from the gel kidz camp! Hehhee cute kids!!! I think I only have the word c.u.t.e to describe them 'cause that's what they are!!!!!

SEEE CELESTE IS SO FREAKIN KAWAIII RIGHT!!! I wish I could play with her and keep her entertained for a longer period tho I was extremely tired aft 1day of looking-aft-the-kids from 2 to 10pm!

Rlly thank God ass chan and I were in charge of the classes located in the same back stage room. Otherwise I think I'll get super bored and restless!!! I mean tho we hardly got to communicate unless we're done putting on the makeup/ costumes and entertaining the kids, the presence was good enough I suppose! :)

Hehehe denise is always always picture ready! She's rllly pretty for a k2! Anw, soph and kenny will be back from their philippines' holiday trip tmrw! I might be able to drop by and welcome them since I wont be in schl!!!! <:

2010-11-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 1232am sunday

I want to sleep quite badly but my nails aint dry yet thus I decided to use my laptop so my fingers would move quite actively speeding up the drying process. How genius can I get? Umm so it's rlly rare that we dont have youth on a sat 'cause youth event was held last night over in mac.reservoir. It felt kinda weird not gng to church on a sat 8) thanks gabb for driving down to collect our rfh racepack. I'M SUPER GLAD I ORDERED S 'CAUSE ITS SO HUGE AND COMFY <:

Went to ikea for yummy chicken wings... etc. And we left close to 11^^ gotta meet pwetty pwetty van over in downtown east 'cause she happened to be there with leklek and her friends!!!!

Pwetty pwetty van is prob the only girl that would braid her hair with me :) I look terribly tan next to her megalolz.

Busy sunday c'ing along~ will be helping a.lily's kindergarden's graduation ceremony at sch tgt w all the other churchiez. I hope I don't get posted to some ushering/ticketing job!!! I wanna put make up for the kidz/ sort them out :) :)

2010-11-06T14:26:00.003+08:00

Umm been rlly busy ever since tutorial week started... hardly any proper time to sit by my cosy table corner with my orange litted lamp (only functioning source of light in my room) and use the laptop till sunrise. All I ever yearned for the entire week was rest rest rest and more rest. I've been so busy that I can hardly recall what I've done this week except some significant events such as: sending my aunt and family off back to uk ): and gng for a rlly inviting-trouble-for-ourselves-late-at-night-night-walk.

So my aunt and family came back to s'pore aft migrating over to uk (manchester +liverpool) 10 years ago. I guess I've never been exactly close,close to my cuzzies except for glad, linus and soph (and that's just cause they've lived with my family ever since I came into this world). In fact, I think I'm much closer to soph than my own sisters in many years of my younger life. I've treated 3 of them like my own siblings all these years :) ^^ANW KK DONT SIDETRACK.

So my aunt +family came back for a holz in sg for 3weeks and they returned on tuez. I was quite sad actually, that during this 3week when my cuzzie, michelle was in sg, I didnt spend any quality time with her, till the last day. Umm I'm sure if we had met up, we'll have so much to talk about cause mum feels that we've so much in common, and even I think so too!

That's michelle... whom cher sis and I thinks she looks more korean-ish in that blonde hair than caucasian!!!!! I havent regretted sacrificing my sleep and waking up at 6am just to head to the airport, spend my last 2-3hours with her before cher sis sent me to schl!!!! It was good catch up over breakfast and my aunt left us each w the london 50pounds note which is apparently a very rare note in london 'cause many people don't usually use that note.

Ytd night, the youths had an activity over in macritchie which was kinda scary yet enjoyable. We went over to macritchie in the night and walked from 9-10plus. And it wasnt the usual secondary schl night walk path!!! It was those in the jungle where you cant even see the ground and you're just cautiously following the footsteps of the person in front of you to avoid any sudden ditches in the ground. THANK GOD CHARZ (who was infront of me) wore white shoes so it glowed in the dark megalolz. Went over to pratahse @thomson and there was a fight gng on!!!!
Anw, the indian man was drunk so when we left, he came out of the shop and shouted rlly loudly, 'happy deepavali, sorry guys, enjoy your prata'. He's the friendliest fighter I've ever seen. BTW THE SERVICE YTD WAS RLLY BAD ): WE WAITED FOR ALMOST AN HOUR FOR OUR PRATA. And my murtabak never came so I cancelled it ):

Some of us headed over to west coast park to play <: I like the churchiez company alotttt actually!!! We left west coast at 3plus am and thanks gabbbb for sending us home and ivor for the other west side of pasir ris people!

2010-10-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 1216am monday (urghh freaking fast)

Had an ultra amazing sunday with the churchiez aft service @parkway parade (our new fav hangout place since the change in church location!!!) and with the 14 4eva girls to celebrate @celine's birthday hehehe. The theme was polka dotz 'cause she hates polka dots the most!!!!!! Pictures speak louder than words, and its getting late... gotta get up for lec tmrw mrng (will be crashing other courses lec so that I don't have to attend deepavali make up on sat). Check out fb to seee the amount of fun we had shown by the smiles on our faces! Have a great week ahead!~

2010-10-30T22:28:00.003+08:00

Came up with a rlly productive plan to kill time during my 3hrs break on mon tue and friiii. I'm gna do what I did ytd... run reservoir then swim. Umm but I can't exactly swim well aft a run tho ): umm then again, it feels rlly shiiioook to shower off the perspiration and jump into the pool. Hehehee at least I shower first!!!!!

Had lunch w shanna cher jane june in bistrowalk cafe before lecture ytd. And what's better was... there's yami yoghurt in schl on mom mom. So we chiong there aft eating, got a cup each and sat down to slack + talk. June's planning the next TP IJ outing wootwoot^^. I think if this is sthg regular, it'll make my poly life way more interesting and eggciting yayy!

Aft our last lec ytd, sihui came up with a rlly random idea to go over for escape theme park's halloween partea <: And since we were nebo card members (DONT LAUGH AT ME~ I REGISTERED FOR THE CARD FOR FUN OHKAY!), our entrance last night in was free. And I havent regretted gng in 'cause it's srlyz fun. Thanks the 3girls +2 guys for the entire night. Even tho I work as a lifeguard next door, I've never ever stepped into escape before lolz (heard them communicating over the walkie before tho). I think m' freaking ownage in the goldcart hehehe I drove alyssa since I was 18 and I feel that it's similar to real auto car driving. Alyssa thinks m' a good driver! We managed to sat the rides till 11plus pm before leaving to slack in macs for a little o while.

See the 2little boys are so adorable right!!!!! I don't rmb my mum bringing me anywhere to celebrate halloween when I was younger ): Kids now adays hahh! It was good time last night and when mon comes, it'll be super sian 'cause tutorial will officially starts = hiiiiii long days in schl on mon and tue.

And I've finally understood why God havent open doors for me to add an additional subject. The subject's lecture which I was applying for will be held on mondays 6-7pm. On tue when everything was still pending, I just prayed hard that in someway or another, God would open doors but He didnt anw. On wed mrng when I woke up, I received a fb notification on my bb saying, 'bsf book of isaiah intro class, monday 730pm at orchard pchurch'. I believe by faith that God wants me to return to bsf to do my 8th year, it's not coincidence I know. So anw, I thought I've graduated from bsf aft 7years in 2009 but now they're coming up with another book, isaiah, so I've to reapply to enter the bsf international class.

2010-10-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0226am thurs (bs day!!!!)

My absolute bestfr atm^^ say bye to dry skin and hiiiii to total moisturising and nourishing skin heeheee. I was in luvvv with marks and spencer pink rose lotion but I realised that this one works best on my skin and it doesnt smell too bad either... just that the packaging is not as nice as m&s but whateverrrrr.

I took eons to get my fa2 tutorial completed. I've ttlly forgotten all abt accounting so it took my quite long to figure out how to do a performance/position statement fully classified. God's been rlly good and I'm sure He'll continue to be. I'll hit the crib now 'cause I don't want to be all zombified during p.sp. tutorial tmrw~ I hope it wouldnt be awkward and God would just gimme the boldness, the courage to open up and make new friends. Sighh I h8 making new friends ): ): 'hi my name is Pearlyn and I was previously from IJ'.

2010-10-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0247am wed

I feel rather... empty not blogging for a day because over the holz, I've been blogging so frequently that it has already become my lifestyle. Thank God, rlly, that I don't take like 1hour to do up a post. I usually type whatever that flows into my train of thoughts and I wont spend more than 10mins blogging since it doesnt value add to my learning at all (1 being, I don't use perfect or like how jo teo would go 'proper english').

My application to apply for nutrition as an extra subject failed because there were no longer slots but my course manager was rlly nice and told me to return on frii to check with her again because people might have decided to drop it. I didnt want to take other subjects because I've alr backgrd in nutrition thus I might as well take sthg I'm familiar with and do well. But I was amazed 'cause on mon afternoon there were still 3classes empty but when I returned today, there was 0vacancy. I wonder, if it's God's will... that I do not take this subject?

So it's 3 more days till the weekends and I'm sure I'll be able to get thru this week with His strength, His grace, His love. Moreover, time flies so incredibly fast that I wont be a single bit impressed by the speedotime factor.

2010-10-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 1219am tuesday

First day in schl today and I alr had to make impt choices that might... or might not affect my gpa but because I don't wanna hurry into making a wrong decision, I decided to just let the extra module wait for me because if it's really God's will, I guess there would be vacancy in the class even if I were to return tmrw to seek approval from the course manager :) I was thinking if I should add an extra subject because I've way too many breaks and like on wed and thurs, I only have schl for 2hrs, I might as well take another subject so my time travelled to schl on 1 of those days wouldnt be so ridiculous right? I'm still praying, still waiting because He knows what's best!

Been having a wild of a time at home together with my mother heehee, she was playing with my hair cause I introduced her to youtube hair braiding/fishtail tutorials thus we both kinda got hooked and it and she starting experimenting! My bro's wedding is in nov2011 and I've alr eye-ed on a hairstyle I'd like but it's gna take maybe 2days for mum to neaten up all the loose ends :) :) I've schl later but it's so freaking retarded^^ 6-7pm... Ikr!!!!

2010-10-24T22:27:00.003+08:00

.BUMMER.

I still can't comprehend how fast time flew by, how I spent my past 2 months lazing ard/ getting tanned in the sun due to work/ shoppping. I only recall that those were extremely fun, and enjoyable days. I didnt have to bother what time I'd be hitting the crib 'cause it rlly didnt matter much what time I'd be waking up!!! I'm gna miss that lifestyle so so so much ): Nonetheless, I still have to attend schl and start pushing my grades up so I shd just shut up and move on heehee. Thank You God.

I pray *crosses fingers* that there wouldnt be tutorial on the first week of schl (that's the norm isnt it?) so that I'm still able to enjoy a little more ): I think the pile of work starts building when all the proj starts (AND IM NOT A FAN OF PROJECTS....). I shd be thankful that my timetable is rlly incomparable to my other classmates who have yet to take any cds! At least on wed and thurs^^ my schl's like 2hrs only <: And on friixx, the last lecture at 4-6 is organisation behaviour which is just... chunks and chunks of theory so if I'm not toooooo free~ I could skip it. Hahhahahaha (plus 2-4 is another lecture woohoo my life is good aint it? then again... the choices I make, I'd have to face the consequences soooooo umm...). My only rlly sad days are on mon and tue so I'll just get them over and done with and enjoy the rest of the week :)

My family was supposed to have lunch with our uk aunt whose back with her family for a short vacation buttttt when we reached novena square~ dad called to say they wanna go home to rest ): ): So we ended up eating ourselves oh welllllls. (Dad drove them to ttsh to visit one of their brother) ANW IM JUST LOOKING UNTO GOD FOR THIS ENTIRE SEM and well, just pray that this week flows rlly smoothly.

2010-10-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 0103am sunday (TERRIBLE BUMMER SRLYZ)

Urgh urgh super sianzor^^ it's just 1 freaking more day till schl reopens and the thought of that just makes me feel so... (the feeling is... indescribable). Been having truckloads of fun this entire 2months break all thanks to yog, we get to enjoy a much much longer holz woohoo and I'm so thankful I didnt volunteer to be part of the yog team or my 2months would have been cut shorter ): It's not like being part of the team would value add to my learning process or sthg heehee. The next long holz would be in feb-april if I'm not wrong, sighhh, that's rlly long!!! 4++ months to go.

I'm miserably fair now 'cause I havent work this week. It's so hard to get a slot cause there's too many part time lifeguards now ): But I've some days where I'll be able to work when schl starts so I'll see how. I'm supposed to be asleep now but my nails have yet to dry.

Thanks 14 for the good time ytd at found(a)nation. Thanks veek for jio-ing us down. You did great and like I've said on your fb wall, YOU DID GREAT. Your guitar skills super zaaaiiii ttm!!! And the whole crew did well tgt. Luvvv it <:

Ty 14 4eva :) Mwaaccckkkksss. I love having tau huay with you guys at lasellle om nom nom <: We'll meet up again soon tho schl's starting but... I'm sure we'll all find time to meet like how we did in sem 1.1. We can do it :)

Pardon me for that retarded face but I simply can't put into words how I'm feeling currrently with regards to schl reopening on monday. Time flies and I'm just feeling so pathetic that we've to do projects all over again. Freaking h8 project so much ): But on a brighter note... (the twist I've given) I guess it wouldnt be that bad because I'm blessed with a time table that aint as bad as my friends = I should stop whining abt how terrible my timetable is because my classmates cds ones are so so so much worse than mine. Heehee. Thank you Daddy in heaven :)

Went for charles and keith sale this afternoon (sat), it was rlly crowded and it just reminded me of the episode of hyperventilation I had in bangkok. Heehee but we managed to get some stuff thanks to nisssa, might be gng back for more~ last day toomz tho. Not sure if we'll be able to make it down again 'cause our uk aunt is back with her family so daddy's bringing us all out tmrw for lunch/dinner.

2010-10-21T15:07:00.004+08:00

It's 4 more days to the new term reopening and m' dreading for schl to start tho there's the classmates' fun company buttttt at the look of my timetable... It just makes me feel so sian!!! I'm gna have no life when schl starts ): my timetable sucks so freaking much this semester (Yes... I'm damn bothered by it)! Anw, ytday, I met up w the poly classmates and we went blading at ecp heeheehee. I brought blades and pyschoed everyone to blade too!!

We went for dnr tgt aft blading and omg they're so gross... none of them brought change of clothes except beat and I (both the girls' schl kids!!!!). Sihui was like: 'see that's the difference between girls' schl and mix schl'. And jy could boldly share that whenever he plays bball, he doesnt change too! That's freaking sick omg... girls schl kids are so different!!! Zac and I shared a giant burger during dnr but we failed to finish it anw ): ): I thought my face was rlly huge but I found sthg bigger than it megalolz. The burger was so freaking big and it definately seem much larger than the one in nyny!! It was good time spent tgt esp before schl starts <: Thanks guys^^

I'm in the train now!!! Otw to meet @stella239 to shop!!!! Heehee I hope we'll be able to find the chioooo wallets, pwetty dresses and some footwear <: Gotta go now... Reaching bugis in 5mins!

2010-10-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

ctual time: 0219am tuesday

So the watermelon gang suprised charz at her home earlier on with a rlly juicy watermelon cake. We were supposed to dress in any aspect of a watermelon thus the weird combination of super pink slack shorts and green (actually it didnt look that bad afterall...). Hope you had a good day with your loved ones this birthday! <: Thanks for being so ever caring and have a blessed year ahead yoxxzz. Ex bummer chief, c' back and revive the bumming club again soon if you've more time to spare. Miss the every-single-day-supper with gabbz glad and chu!!!! From henderson to barrage to geylang to msia to the white hse. Those days were sure so so memorable :)

Kanasai friend hehehehe, am I juicy enough??

2010-10-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0153am monday

My face's super jialat now ): I've currently 3 monster sized pimples and the pimples comes once a month when mothers' day is here. It's soooo urgh ugly and uncomfortable and I keep attempting to pluck them off (I always do that but this month's one is rlly tough....).

We had anni service earlier on in the evening and there after, the youthz went down to airport for coffeeclub. Yumz yums to iced rambutan smoothie drink <: Luuuvvv it *.* Charz christina sleong and I were in tolga wootwoot!!!

Blessed birthday charz^^ the super nonsense gurl~ my kanasai friend 4eva heehee. SEE YOU ON SAT. Enjoy your birthday (18oct) to the fullest.

2010-10-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 0147am sunday

I'm living on a pathetic table lamp in the night 'cause the main light crashed and burneddddd xxxxx. Mum's gna get gramps to fix it tmrw *I hope*.

My room's in a rlly terrible mess now (~I DIDNT INTENTIONALLY MESS UP MY TABLE JUST TO TAKE THIS SHOT OHKAY) 'cause sleong's books are literally all over the floor and she's freaking weird omg she'd rather sleep in a sleeping bag then on our bed/ a proper spare mattress. Srlyz... I don't know what's wrong w her but I'm gna tolerate the huge mess she has created till her o's are over (which is..... pwetty soon). Till then, we can both revamp our room (we share a room btw...) with polka dotted walls omg so eggciting. And I'll go over to haji lane or wherever to get inspirations on wall stickers^^ I'll be painting them myself hehehehe. Most prob will be the birdie cages/ roses blossoms. Aussome.

I'm so glad church's service aint in the mrng tmrw 'cause its annivasary thus we've evening service heehee. Might be gng bugis street with mumloves later <: Far east earlier on was da bombz srlyz.

2010-10-15T21:14:00.003+08:00

I hate how fast the clock ticks each second >: It's alr friixx, in a blink of an eye^^ and I'm spending my fri rlly differently today. Mum's ill~ down w flu and cough + alittle pinch of fever and dad's at CG thus I'm home taking care of her 'cause she's always looking aft us like how a hen would protect its chicks. I rlly adore my mum (!!!!) tho there are times I find that our differences in idealogy makes us bicker over the smallest stuff on earth but all in all, she's da bestz mum I'd ever want, ever need *.*

Well, so I'm left w 1 final week of holz before schl begins and the thought of it s.u.c.k so much. I havent used a pen for > 40mins each day for the past 2months. Aft reading my dailybread when I wake up, I'll just pen down some impt, life-challenging principles... (other than that, I don't even use a pen megalolz).

This week's been a blast. With countless runs each night, the classchalet over @nsrcc, gramps79 birthday gathering... it was definately a fun, and satisfying week. I can't ask for more.

I'm so glad I managed to make it for d class resort on wednight tho I only reached close to 11pm, aft all the bbqing. Thanks cher sis for sending me in <: Thru this chalet, I've got to realised that poly aint that bad afterall. I still have friends that are of fun company :) :) I've grown to love my poly friends quite a lot. Ty zac sihui alyssa theodore ophelia eugene jingyong for the ttlly fun ttm night!!!! <: I had loadsza fun and hehehe let's have another gathering soon before schl starts!!!!

Maybe I've held onto IJ too tightly thus the negative thoughts all the time abt how poly sucked and whatsoever. I'm gna reject them in future :) I guess I'm just someone that take a much longer time to adapt to new environments or sthg... I still luvvv IJ so much and I know it'll be a 4eva thing but I guess it's time I start letting go a little, after all, it's another 2.5years of poly. If I don't... I'll just never ever fit in.

We booked out from the chalet on thurz mrng, ard 9plus. I quite like the resort alot cause its super clean hehehe. We all didnt slp the entire night except theodore + zaccc + alyssa. Umm but we all still looked super fresh in the mrng! We had breakfast tgt at the golf course area :) :) and I ran home from nsrcc there after, with my haversack~ I felt sooooo shiok when I got home lolz.

In the night, we celebrated gramps79th birthday. I love my kongkong alot *.* He's so cool, he brought soph to zouk last time to see the vegaboys (VOOM VOOM VOOM VOOM I want you in my room, we'll spend d night tgt, tgt in my room VOOM). Dnr was rlly good 'cause it's rlly seldom gramps' children all come tgt thus we managed to spend some time tgt (like finallly). It wasnt exactly awkward for us 'cause my family alr took up like 10/16 seats hhahh! I'm sure gramps rlly happy to see his children all cmg tgt, eating :)

And earlier on in the late afternoon, met up w celine shanna and cheryl for hi tea. I think we all enjoyed our lunch/dnr so so much. We were like on some icream galore meal. I guess the food served wasnt as bad as what the review wrote afterall.

Let's return allright? When we're no longer sick of iscream any longer hahahhhh!

2010-10-11T23:00:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0102am tuez

So gramps 79th birthday is approaching rlly soon but we've still not decided on a nice place to celebrate tgt with him ): I was hoping we could have a picnic as a huge family but the coordinating of what to bring and stuffz will be quite tough and troublesome!!!

Will be mtg the folkz for lunch later on (gna give them a treat since I've got my pay alr!!!!), and sleong wont be gng to schl tmrw thus she's coming along but the deal's that... she gotta follow me to far east for a little while to get my shoes. I hope I'll be able to wake up at... 7 to go for praise dance at the park heeheehee. BUT I KINDA DOUBT SO^^ I've terrible problem waking up early. AND AS THE HOLZ ARE DRAWING TO AN END RLLY SOON... I try my best to continue enjoying every moment of it 'cause... I don't want it to come to a closure at all ):

On an absolutely random note, was looking thru some pictures and started to feel rlly pathetic 'cause I realised how fair I am not as compared to the dec/jan2010 days when I was faithfully working every single day. Thus, I THINK I'm gna work next week to tann a little + earn some extra moolah$$.

2010-10-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 0133am monday

Sighhh the weekends have ended. Well, not that it's affecting me so much 'cause I'm still having holz (at least for another 1plus week). I kinda not want schl to reopen because I'm having TOO MUCH FUN slacking at home/mtg my fav.girlies/ hanging out w the bs gang and the s.p.i.r.i.t.z. friends 4eva!!!! I.DONT.WANT.SCHL.TO.START.SRLYZ. I can't imagine gng thru many many weeks of the whole waking-up-early-routine and catching the last 15 I've to get on otherwise... I'll be marked l8 for schl ): ):

I hope I'll be able to meet the dpafriends tmrw @jon's place for a swim partea again! I don't know if I've to bring mini assleong to the dentist to get her chipped tooth from the accident fixed ): TOWN TOWN TOWN TO GET NEW SHOES AND BAG TMRW. Yay! Wanted to go with christina ubf this afternoon aft service but dad told me to go home in case mum + meimei needs help at home (they didnt go to church 'cause meimei was recovering today!) thus, he sent me home. Sry ubf!!! I'll date you rlly rlly soon again ohkay! ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE WE HUNG OUT ):

And we've not yet settle at a place for gramps 79th birthday this thurs ): ): We were thinking mariott but thurs night they dont have the staff discount thing so it's not that worthid 'cause we'll be paying more than what we actually can get! I hope we get to eat zichar, I like to go simple and yet have the homely feeling :) :) THO.... (nagh I shall just keep it to myself and those whom I've shared with).

2010-10-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 1242am sunday

The weekends, at the moment, has been rlly eventful but I can't sleep just yet 'cause I'm waiting for the clothes in the washing machine to finish spinning so that I can hang them up. Mum's alr so drained out over what had happened in the late afternoon, I think she needs to rest and just laze in bed (she didnt get any chance to sit at all!!!!). Umm my anticipation for d msia trip last night got destroyed terribly when I was filling up the white card and realised that my passport only had 5months validity instead of the required 6 ): I was so so so sad!!!! We didnt go msia in the end (hehhe they didnt wanna go without me *.*), thus we went to ecp for a run followed by supper @chomps! On mom mom.

Then on sat, a phone call from charmian aft mum and my gel kidz' literally caused me to panic and I was in tears when I broke the news to mum so she alr got pwetty worried when I havent even complete my sentence... 'meimei' (I guess she knew it was nothing good by then). Thanks all for being there everybody (assleong's friends/14/churchiez/IJ friends), for caring, for showing any form of concern :) I'm so glad @sherrynleong is better now :) Thank God for watching over her and most importantly, healing her *.* It has to be my miraculous Daddy's healing hands because the fractured shoulder blades couldnt have disappeared on its own... right?

2010-10-07T23:32:00.004+08:00

Actual time: 0257am friiiixx

Tysm @nissaminah @vanwee for c'ing over to my crib. Even tho it was just simple kfc delivery familyfeast for l8 lunch + watching d tvee + chillaxing in my room (taking pixz and stuff)... I enjoyed myself so much because we got to spend quality time altogether heehee. I'm looking forward to the next criblaxation^^ most prob at van's hse under d starzzzz. Thanks truckloadsz you girls once again~ c' again soon 'cause my gramps luvvv having people over :) RLLY RLLY SRY ABT THE PHAAIILLL WII PLAN~ IDK HOW TO SET UP ):

In the night, met the bs friends for bs @coffeebean and the boys decided to parco again thus ivor drove to pasir ris park's rope course area hehee I think wcp one's more challenging but today's one is rlly rlly fun hahhhaa, esp the rlly long bouncy thing that sarah and I loveee and the bouncy balance beam megalolz <: We played till almost 2 before deciding to head homeeee. Great time with you guys (Y)!!! It's amazing how matt's shoulders were smoking!!!!! Anw I think the guys esp ivor is ready to join kenny's tarsier family!!!! HE IS SUPER OWNAGE AT SWINGING ALR.

Will be gng msia tmrw nightttt wootwoot cant wait for cheapthrills night mrkt + ownage goood cheap seafood!!! I hope I'll be able to wake up on time to meet the parents for lunch @the airport!!!! Been some time since I lunched with them ): we'll be running @ecp before driving in to msia thooooo who's onzzz?

2010-10-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0131am thurs

I think I need to learn how to slow things down a little in life. My all time favorite paperchase personal diary (confirm plus chop every year's diary!!!) has been filled with activities one after another. And it has reached a point where I'm neglecting the more important things in life instead of pursuing sthg more meaningful... I'm sorry my biblestudy group, I can't believe I forgotten to get my mum to send out this week's lesson ): I promise I'll get her to print next week's one tmrw so I can pass it to you guys on sunday <: Sry ass chan, had to trouble you to type it out. Tyvm.

There's nothing much to do online these days... everything's getting rlly rlly boring and sthg I don't quite understand that can be found on many girl's fb is the 'i like it on the floor', 'i like it on my bed' status. I heard that it has sthg to do with breast cancer but I'm too lazy to google it to find out more!!!!

Will be mtg @vanthewee and @xhysteric later for l8 lunch + htht, loadza catching up to do with you girllllzzz. Ily 2 so so much. See you guys *.* And here's a simple yet heartfelt c.o.n.g.r.a.t.u.l.a.t.i.o.n.s. to skee on your holy matrimony with your husband. You look rlly gorgeous on sunday and I'm glad I managed to rush there in time to snap 2 pixz with you <: She's soph's nus odac friend who kinda watched me grow up btw. Gna help mum upload her fav. don moen songs into her iphone (have been procrasinating since she got it in dec) whoops.

2010-10-05T23:10:00.006+08:00

Actual time: 0213am wednesday

My tues was twas good despite how I had to wake up early (not my usual waking up time hehehe) to head all the way to far east to meet nissa. We contemplated for a rlly long time if we shd get our nailz done esp more so for me when I'm like in contact w chlorine freaking often: trng + work. And we gave up and decided to head for lunch instead. The sun was hawt x infinity (TOO MUCH) and I was just hoping hard that we'd arrive at p.s asap so I'll be able to enjoy the aircon. Thanks nissa for tolerating my problematic-ness abt not having cheese in my burgers and fries!!! I know it was super retarded having 'western bacon cheeseburger WITHOUT CHEESE' and 'chili cheese friees WITHOUT CHEESE' but urgh the smell and taste of it just makes me wanna puke! I luvvv eating carlz with nissa 'cause sharing is just right for us!!! Eating 1 meal to ourself is wayyyy too filling!!!! ):

We met up w clare esther rach jac deb after our l8 lunch for b&j at cathay. It was a rlly phhhaiilll ttm class outing but nonetheless, I had a good time catching up with them. Jacque's still the same hehehe she's rlly funny, I kinda find her reactions and replies rlly amusing. I miss 5/2 so much^^ it's likeee each of them individually have their own unique trait/action that is imprinted in my mind and I think they're gna last 4eva because they're rlly hilarious/ beautiful memries :) Tyvm folks for the jolly good o evening tgt!

We walked all the way back to far east to get our nailz done (xoxo luvvvv my blue shimmery fairy edition nails now!!!!) hehehe. I like cheap thrills. And @ekhooey @clarehly @ahmannnn are retarded srylz, they cabbed back to p.s for mfm dnr!!! Hahha @xhysteric and I didnt want to go 'cause if we do, we'll be travelling 3 times (back and forth) thus we just stuck ard in far east till l8. We ended up bumping into kalpz megalolz and tried helping her find a nice pair of shoes but she didnt like any, srlyzzz....... but it was a v v good day all in all.

2010-10-04T23:24:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 1229am tue!!!

The weekend was spent productively (thumbsup!!!!) with people whom I hold rather close to my heart *.* Aft service on sun, we decided to head down to beach road ^^army market to have lunch and help matt find a simple/cheap bag for him to use casually. Hehehe it was much cheaper then sold outside over there and I think if I'm rlly broke next time I'll head down to army mrkt to get the army black haversack and sew pwetty stuff on it!!!!! Gabb came over for dnr that night at our place hahhhha. I didnt know why he would agree when I casually ask him megalolz!!!!

I'll be mtg nissa tmrw before mtg the housebunny girls at cathay wootwoot!!! Havent seen them in a rlly long time and it was supposed to be at 5/2 outing but it's so phaillll (the people attending are like jacque and our grp only). SEE YOU SOON NISSSSA!!!! Mom mom mom~ cant wait to eat lunch w chuu *.*

2010-10-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 1224am sun ): ):

I'm terribly exhausted, like... drop dead tired but m' waiting for the pixz taken at the gel kidz partea to be uploaded. Hehehe ethan was rlly rlly cute today during the partea (watch fb video soon!!! it's still loading!). Anw, last night (friixx)~ sleong had her grad ceremony which made me realise then again, that time is indeed passing rlly fast!!! It was just 1 year ago when I stood on stage, reading the names of my classmates and now, it's sleong's turn to leave the gates of IJ. I was seated next to my mum and when my parents opened the letter written by sleong during the thanksgiving part of mass, it drew back so much memries to 2009, when I had to pen down my own loveletter for my folkz. I love IJ and I'm so glad that I graduated from the convant because IJ friends will be friends for life, IJ will always be my shelter and it was definately like my second home when I was still in there. Happy graduation sleong, cherryl, stephh, val, diandra!!!! <:

Gel kidz partea earlier on was greeeatttt *.* cruise is now a big boy and I havent seen him in like... 3/4 years but he's finally back with us today! I was rlly scared to lead praise songs 'cause I've never led worship for big events^^ thanks a.rita for your sms :) I was rlly sad you couldnt play the kb for me 'cause we've that x factor like you say hehehhee and you always know where I wanna go next!!!! And yes... the video is uploaded!!!! Catch ethan, our coolest hip hop boy~ it's superrrr mega cute ttm!!!! Have a good sunday 8) I don't know if I should meet the 14 yet 'cause I've been out till latelate like 2/3am sort of thing for the past many days!!!! I hope I can *crosses fingers (don't rlly wanna take advantage of my mum's freedom for me).

2010-09-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 0218am friixx (luvvv this!!!)

Been having a rlly good time this week 'casue I decided to take a break from working and just partea and slack and do wtv I wanna do if time permits. The past few days were spent simply but definately rlly enjoyable! <: Just got home not too long ago from westcoast park tgt w the bs group! We decided to play with the course aft the bs which was.... nothing but nostalgia... really! It reminded me of my younger days in children's club where we were brought there for outings on special occassions only and how ms cruz brought our entire primary 6 class there aft prelims or sthg *.* The guys were rlly monkey-ish heheh they can ttlly join kenny's tasier family!

@celinechiajl @xhysteric: we'll meet up for badminton again soon alllright? We could slack in the club's toilet/ on the comfy sofa and just talkkkkkk. @stella239 wanna join us too and @vanthewee needs to do sthg abt her badminton skillz if she wanna come along! :)

I think I'll be gng IJ later in the night for sleong's grad ceremony. Otherwise... it'll be swimming tgt w ass chan followed by church for prayer mtg. I think I like the IJ idea more :) Time to use the formal dresses and heeels (or at least naiiiserr shoes).

2010-09-27T15:38:00.004+08:00

Been having loadsza fun experimenting w my new toy *.* ty so much mummy and everyone esle who contributed to getting it for me mwacksmwacks^^ been eyeing on it for 5freaking months hehhhe so you must rlly know how eggcited I was when I carried it home in the shopping bag. Havent been hanging out so much~ deserve a break from planning so many stufffff. Or maybe 'cause I've been devoting all my time into some exercise fetish!!! Like on sat mrng, we ran SO SO MUCH at macritche that I can cidao crashxxandburnxx hehe. And on sun night, we clock another 6km heheh. But it's good (Y), m' not complaining 'cause its keeping me F.I.T. I'm supposed to be w the poly friends naaooo @katong but the rain made me feeel so sianzor and lazy!!!! SHALL SHOWER AFT THIS AND HEAD DOWN. Might be meeting ivor josh matt sarah for supper tonight *.*

Sarahh we're suppose to be learning our contempt dance tonight but it's cancelled ): Bummer. I hope it's soon 'cause I'm kinda looking forward to dance classes w professional yinghuan <:

2010-09-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

I'm not exactly pleased/ satisfied with my results but I know that God doesnt short change us and if I continue to just seek His kingdom, all those little things will be added unto me. I should alr be glad that I didnt fail my boa given how I reached 1/2 hr later than supposed. Passing that freaking computing subject was alr God's grace and I can't ask for anything more. Twas thank God for blessing me with good grades, for sustaining me even when I feel so weak.

Went for a swim in the aftnoon 'cause I felt quite disappointed with my grades (initially) till mum spoke to me over the phone and I felt wayyyyy better 'cause she was asking me to compare with those who didnt fair as well... how would they be feeling? And in that moment of time, I rudely replied, 'that's their fault, they didnt study'... but now thinking back, it must have all been God's grace.

TYVM GABBB.

2010-09-22T16:51:00.004+08:00

I wouldnt be gng for swim trng later on 'cause... the family is gng for some mid.autumn lantern outing tgt @ecp/ pasir ris park since soph is craving to play some lanterns to revive her childhood memories. Anw I know my seniors wont be too happy that I'm skipping trng but srlyz... family first (Y). I guess another reason why I don't feel motivated to go is also 'cause I lack the i-feel-attached-to-the-sch feeling. Sometimes I feel as tho I've made a wrong choice to c'ing to poly. But I know God has His plans for me. Thank God for mel and beat and the classmatesssss <: for always been there.

Last night soph gabb and I ran 10k hehe feel quite ready for the run for hope run 'cause 10k srlyz nothing but I don't wanna start imagining abt the standchart 21km yetttt till the time's c'ing closer. I can't imagine running ytd's route twice~ it'll be so so so tiring!!!! ): ): I don't know why I joined triathlon, prob the thrill + how it's quite challenging. I don't know.. I've yet to prob sort out my feelings aft months of being in it.

Had lunch tgt w the parents in the airport again. I think I'll try dng that once a week :) I know my parents luvv having lunch with me!!! (who wouldnt wanna spend time w their children righttt). We had earle's swensens which is definately better than the normal swensens and the saladbar is more ownxxzz. Hahah. Nice one :) Think mum's planning on bringing gramps here for his birthday this oct since he luvvvvvssszz to eat :) I hope I'll have a good time tonight w the family. Stay gold *.*

Ps: cant wait till tmrw hehehe. I'll be c'ing to get you. *crosses fingerss* hopes all goes well :)

2010-09-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

Actual time: 0103am tuez

hiiiixx guys i've been sleeping too irregularly that I missed open water trng this mrng @ ecp. I felt rlly bad when I got up and wanted to make up for it by at least swimming in an ordinary pool w gabb then it started drizzling thus I gave up. But... I ran in the night for ard 40mins at a rather comfortable pace clocking at least 6km <:

In the night, met up w sarah matt ivor in central and got wtv we need for gabb's birthday surprise in his hse! And 'cause we've alr celebrated w him over dnr he was rlly surprised *.* his mummy left the home main door opened just so we could enter anytime hehehe thanks a.terenia!!!! And aft which the birthday tours continued from gabb's place to yh's place to cheryl's place. It was rlly hilarious 'cause we realised yh's daddy shared the same birthday as them thus we changed the Y to a C heheh (see fb pixz and you'll understand). We're too genius la definately.

Need to upd8 my paperchase planner tmrw, it's too dark and sleong is sleeping. Sucha caring sister^^ don't wanna on the light nor the table lamp!!! HAVE LIKE TOO MANY NEW DATES TO TAKE NOTE OFF. Rlly wishes to work this week but all's full. And I don't wanna work on frixx 'cause its like... sian. I want the long weekends :) I'll work next week or sthg thennn ): bummer, but no choice.

2010-09-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

Actual time: 1253am monday

Just awhile ago in the evening, we celebrated stella's surprise 18th birthday @vannie's place and it was good, being able to see the 14 again!!! We're always meet up, till we're old and wrinkled and till then, shanna's in charge of planning the taiji outing for all of us :) Blessed advance 18th birthday, hope you liked everything you pinkkkk ttm girl *.*

This weekend has been a blast, with watching people fly kites yesterday to dnr w gabb to celebrate hisbirthday :) Kite flying was quite interesting intially but then I got bored aft a little while~ its not my kinda sport ^^ way too lengleng alr pleaseee ): Suckkkzzz. But the kites were rlly pwetty I must say. Anw I'm gng to hit the sack now 'cause there's open water trng at ecp tmrw mrng ): I better catch some sleep, been missing out on it alot since work/ outings/ and whatever esle came abt.

2010-09-17T23:02:00.001+08:00

Actual time: 0136am saturday

Being tgt with d 14 (4eva) girls makes me feel all warmth and queasy <: Thanks to those who managed to make it for today's mid autumn's lantern outing^^ it sure was ttlly enjoyable. Next outing will be planned pwetty soon~ it'll prob be in peep's hse for halloween hehehe! Ps @salad163 so coollll that we'll think of identical album name: sooo hard to live without the 14 <:

My frixx was kept simple and sweet with #1: lunching tgt w the parents in the aiport! *.* Thanks daddy for c'ing to pick me up :) I went to mummy's office to collect some mooncakes (sucha nice daughter) and I rlly luvvvv her office 'cause its super neat + tidy and everyone will fall in love with her post its collection!!!! +++ the loungue super naiiiseeee.

#2: In the evening met up w the 14girlzzz. I enjoyed today's dnr (away from the norm: astons), we had hawker food @ the lagoon... just like chompz but I definately prefer this place much much more 'cause the table fits all of us :) Shiiioookk but v v sinful dnr! We had 8$ hokkien mee, 5$ wanton mee 4$ dumpling soup 10$ fried oysters 9chicken wings 4 plates of satay beehoon 12$ stingray 6 sugarcane drinks and I can't recall what esleee!!! Lighting up lanterns + playing w fire sparklers w them just to commemorate mid autumn was rlly meaningful. I love the 14, we're like a family, always. Ended the night w swallowing a piece of mooncake each from shangri la (don't playplay)~ what's mid autumn without mooncake right? See you guys soon!!!! 8)

2010-09-16T23:21:00.005+08:00

Actual time: 0324am tgif <:

Just completed everything on my to-do-list heheh I rlly deserve a good pat on my back 'causeee yayy I managed to complete everything before gng to bed <: Some gr8 sense of accomplishment. In case you're 1 of the 14/ churchiez/ my gel kidz musicians and you've not received anything from me (and you happen to be seeing this), here's to you:
^^14: we'll be mtg for our lantern event later (technically!!!!)~ msg for more details 'cause I don't wanna let the whole world know where we're gng and all heheh for privacy reasons.
^^churchiez: gabb's birthday dnr this weekend :)

^^gel kidz musicians: songs have been smsed to you <: pls familiarise yourself w the songs + rehearsalz sun aft church!

Felt extremely sad aft swim trng ytd (wed night). Idk whether is it the mothers day that caused it or is it just me, that I've deproved ): my swim timing/speeds sucks ttm now. Maybe 'cause when I'm self trng over the holz it's been rlly lengleng but earlier on (thurs noon), I did wed's trng set all over again :) and in the night, soph gabb sarah and I went running ard loyang - changi and back to loyang :) It was at a rlly comforable pace for 6++k so it wasnt that bad :)

@sarah: We're ttlly joining the 10km swim :) ONNNNNZZZ?